Strength Within

Strength isn’t the ability of someone to thrash things

It isn’t the trait of a man who can slam down opponents

It isn’t the cavalry of an arrogant dictator with weapons

It isn’t a toy that can be bought in a mall with a credit card

Strength is the cloud of emotions that can keep one alive

When all the tough situations drag one towards a trench

When the whole world is against you and you are cornered

You never look for a weapon or hideout

You look for strength within the soul at that time

I saw the strength through the words of a girl

Who laughed and fought with me, during her last days

After knowing that she won’t survive after four months

When she came to say goodbye to all the friends

I saw the strength within her to face the worst

Just two days before she died

I saw strength within in the eyes of my dad before he died

As he strived to catch one more breathe to survive

I saw the strength within myself when I signed the document

That proclaimed his death, without shedding any tears

I found strength within when I tried to console my Mum

As she eagerly asked about his survival

I had to reveal the truth cold-hearted

I felt the strength within in the trembling voice of a girl

Who was within moments away from leaving this world

To get back to the life and win over the tough battle

There is no need for riches or advice if one can discover

The strength within the heart, to fight back in life

From any adversities that pop up from time to time

This post is written for Bridget Chumbley's blog carnival, on the topic of strength. 

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Without you

Up in the sky may be as a star

You might be looking at me

With a nice smile as ever

This distance is hard to bear

Its only days,

But, it seems like years have passed by

I am missing your words

I wish if you were still here

I feel that I lost my wings

You were my wings, which let me to dream

And supported me always

You never let me feel that I am a failure

You always made me believe

That I am up there with others

I always looked up to you only for guidance

Now nowhere to look, as I don’t trust any other

I feel I am alone without you

I never counted on others words

I trusted yours only

You always let me to do what I like

Always listened to my plans

Now!

You always believed I would reach highs

Without you, I am lost in wilderness

Struggling to find the way out

Feeling in secured inside the heart

I miss you when I read news

I remember the way we debated

Once!

You took me to world of words

But you never read my words

It will remain a dream forever

To see you reviewing my words

You are my idol

Your words are still with me

Reminding me to move forward

To reach the heights

I crave for your presence

I get to see you only in nightmares

I still can’t understand why!

You are in my heart, yet you are so far away

It’s a big long journey that I have to travel

With only some fond memories of yours in company

As a source of hope and encouragement