Luck

When luck plays the game of teasing

A rise smile is all that I can afford to show

Amused at the fact that a chance is going down

Right in front of my eyes

Like for a striker shooting the ball wide

When the open goal post is waiting lucratively

The dearest wish seemed like coming near

In a moment of absolute surprise

I know that I have to wait a little more

As I anticipate the clearance of hurdles

That pulls me back forcefully

Whenever I find myself in a position

 Favorable to drive me towards new pastures

Every morning, I wake up with enthusiasm

Rather than annoyance, unlike in bygone days

I am dreaming more and more

About an imminent thrilling journey

As I have moved away from nightmares

That kept me awake many a night

Afflicting fear that stumbled my every move

Now, all I see is a lush green field

So familiar and so luring

Encouraging me to take a plunge

Into the ocean of hope to challenge the luck

 By battling hard with a sturdy heart

It is a debatable whether luck exists or not.But for us,luck is something mysterious to lay upon when things go wrong or get right by a whisker.A magical word to blame or get relief.

Agony

There were times, when I had my chances
Every road looked leading towards success

But lazy mind, never really took them fully

Now regretting, all those given up chances

I feel I am being tied up, with no ways to escape

I am forced to see my dreams being guttered

With my remorseful eyes, I saw vanishing light

From the strongest faith I had in myself, myself

  

I saw all others racing past me in a hurry

While I am still snailing with a handicap

That shows, how badly I fared in this game

Now it hurts so much, too painful to bear

I wished to do, a lot of things,

I want to do, a lot of things

But now, it’s out of my hands,

 I could barely do anything

Don’t know, whether to cry or to scream

Or Thrash things to pieces or to go silent

This is getting me into a state of revenge

I feel, I have been left with lot to prove

A sense of helplessness

 Ignited unrelenting fury

 It’s burning inside my heart

Agony, I am in agony

Agony of a lifetime