Magical Language

Its sad to see the crumbling beautiful relations

In matter of days ,all because of misunderstandings

Or over mistakes committed

It may be pardonable or not

When egos clash,its a war like situation

One has to surrender for amicable solution

Who will do it?

Blame game takes situation to a brink

With some wily foxes waiting in ranks to pounce upon

It’s never easy for the incumbents

To make a strong comback through reconcilliation

I wish for a magical language

That stands for eternal peace

That can show the feelings inside the heart

Through the spoken words

As sometimes your pain and apologies

Goes unnoticed

It will help the ones who struggle

To express their their emotions for someone

When odd reactions jeapordize relations

There might be only one chance to prove

That there is strong love still left inside

Some might say, “Take it or forget”

With no real conviction

Onus is all upon you,where you can’t fail

A dream life is at stakes

Fix it or watch it going farther without a trace

Then every single word becomes precious

You can win over the heart again

Or just lose it to someone else who got nice words

I wish for a magical language

That can just erase all the aprehensions

And even the small trace of hatred ,if there any

With its healing power

That can rebuild the trust and bonds

Within matter of words

Reminding the good old times from memory

The delightful romance and union

The aspirations weaved together

For a brighter future with joy

Leading you back to where you belong

In the heart of a sweetheart who loved without limits

To continue the saga of love for rest of the lives

Death

Death comes like an uninvited

Cold blooded guest

Who find chilly nights and hot sunny days alike

 Some embraces him with joy

Some reluctantly leaves with him

Some are dragged down with no mercy

Some are lucky to get rid of his hold,but not for long

He is a guide,tormentor,messenger

With no attachment or feelings for any

Just comes to carry out a task

Always so focused about the task

So particular not to miss out even one

Keeps high standards with high efficiency

He tries to tempt one with lucrative offer

That could lift one towards a higher world

Presents the dreamy world of heaven

Just like a kid’s fairy tale

Convinces with with the assurance

That there won’t be any pain and suffering

There will be only luxury comfort

With angels and saints helping out

There will be only smiles all around

He never tells the fact

About a hell that stand beside heaven

Where there is only pain and suffering

With devils and demons rule with terror

There is only tears all the time

With no place to escape or to hide

From the tortue that awaits

And no saviors to save the day

He just bribes one to part ways with life

To leave all beloved once forever

Without any chance to return to earth

To care or enquire about loved ones

As only soul will get the visa

One has to say good bye to body

Just like parting with a baggage

More of a  contract of no return

No time given to fulfil any wish

No time given to exchange final goodwill

No time given to smile or cry

Once the visa is ready

The journey starts

As the guide greets with welcome

The air starts to move away

Lungs drive itself to the limits

To suck the vanishing air

In a last gasp attempt to breath

In a last gasp attempt to survive

Just as heart tries its best

To beat the betrayal of the soul

By sending the final power to the lungs

As the soul starts following the guide

Poor body struggle to fight back

Air keeps moving away faster

Body tries its best to catch some air

It shivers and jumps

Vibrates with ferocity as if it’s now or never

As the soul moves farther

Helpless body surrenders

With the eyes capturing its final images

Closes the lid on a world

That gave joy and pain

Memories and nightmares

Regrets and pride

Soul follows the guide

Breaking all the bonds of love and hate

With hopes about a new world

Heaven or hell which it doesn’t know

It’s another task finished for a task master

Death!

Agony

There were times, when I had my chances
Every road looked leading towards success

But lazy mind, never really took them fully

Now regretting, all those given up chances

I feel I am being tied up, with no ways to escape

I am forced to see my dreams being guttered

With my remorseful eyes, I saw vanishing light

From the strongest faith I had in myself, myself

  

I saw all others racing past me in a hurry

While I am still snailing with a handicap

That shows, how badly I fared in this game

Now it hurts so much, too painful to bear

I wished to do, a lot of things,

I want to do, a lot of things

But now, it’s out of my hands,

 I could barely do anything

Don’t know, whether to cry or to scream

Or Thrash things to pieces or to go silent

This is getting me into a state of revenge

I feel, I have been left with lot to prove

A sense of helplessness

 Ignited unrelenting fury

 It’s burning inside my heart

Agony, I am in agony

Agony of a lifetime 

Waiting for a magic

I am waiting for a magic

To change my life again

I am waiting for a magic

To smile with happiness

Now everything seems extinct

Darkness has swamped my heart

Walking alone in a standstill world

With even my shadows seems lost

It’s like the rays of a new born galaxy

Brimming with unending fresh energy

That could frisk away the evil darkness

Instilling a new belief to live once again

  

I need a flow in my heart

Just like snarling snake in stream

I need a glow in my eyes

Just like reflecting light, in rain

It seems it’s gonna be a long wait

But, I feel it’s indeed worth waiting for

It’s a wish which keeps me moving

With a stubborn spirit never to give up

See Afresh

Close your eyes and see that beautiful hill

Fly towards it with the wings, like a butterfly

See those smiling flowers, as beautiful as you are

Taste the honey and feel the scent with a smile

Fly through those charming snow-white clouds

You will feel, you are in heaven for a moment

See those greenish patches of nature all around

With birds and creatures singing around with joy

Breeze flowing as if it is dancing in its dreams

You will feel, I am indeed in a heaven as I wished

See all those beautiful hills around, like siblings

Breath taking, and so soothing to the heart, isn’t it

Now open your eyes honey, just see around

You will feel everything so refreshing and exciting

you are not alone, wherever you are

 Always there is happiness inside you, just realise

Keep smiling and walk with your beautiful heart

open to all the worthwhile things around

Words for a soul

In this divine day of love

I shower all the love in my heart

In these words to let you know

That you are still in my heart

Like a beautiful cat with a gorgeous smile

That enlightens my life

Like a rhythm that flows, as words

Precious than my heartbeats

Reminding me to live on

With a hope, so strong and inspiring

My every single step ahead

Your words still rings inside my heart

Like breathe of endearing music

And it keeps me positive

I am smiling, like you once asked for

I am fighting with that zest

To go places as one you told me

I drained all my tears

With prayers for your smile

I failed to throng your heart

With bunch of happiness and care

Instead, I made you cry

In the name of all your tears

I pledge my love for you

Even though I am not in your heart

You will always be in my heart

As a candle light of goodwill

As a mesmerising tax less wish

As a cattie angel of good times

Interpreting someone's words

Those smiling days are there in the heart, but it seems so distant

How the life has changed in matter of days

You lived in a closed routine life

Happy and content with the things as they were

Worked hard and had the fun as per the wishes

But this shy gal is so aloof inside the heart

Never want worried and concerned faces and words

Every moment has potential to open your eyes

To look things in a different perspective

To think about the life in a new way than ever before

Every moment has potential to open your eyes

To make you feel life in a new direction

What is life and why I am living for

Life is difficult not because of the pain you endure

But the thoughts about what others are doing for you

Dear words can heal the pain, if you take it with heart

Care that you get from all is your privilege, it’s not a gift

Some day you could heal others when god wishes your help

You went through that immense pain, but soon you will find joy

There is no need to feel bad about what you endured

Its just the test of god, and you have passed it

Your beauty in mind is intact, though outer one may have changed

Beauty of your life glows only when you live with a smile

Your laugh is hiding somewhere looking for a chance to burst

These are agonising days, quite hard to move it on

You want care, not the sympathies

Life sucks big time when there is nothing to cheer about

Its marvellous to what you can see, When you open your eyes

Its is marvellous only when you see the right things

A frustrated mind can only show, distorted images to the eyes

Your happiness lies beneath your heart, just open it

With a closed, mind you find life as bitchy

You will find yourself in moods, which keeps you away from all

It gives encouragement to keep you in a closed world

You may feel, others should not need you

Break those chains and free yourself, feel the sunshine

The god made this life inter-related, that you can’t remain aloof

You are not a burden to anyone, as you feel that way, some times

When you say, you are fine, I can tell you,

You are not at all fine inside the depth of your heart

As more you try to fake your smile, more it looks sad

You cant help those, what happened

What you can do is to face the challenges with a smile

Its not for keeping other happy, but to keep yourself cheered

Life if beautiful, only when there is happiness

Happiness does not come through negative thoughts

Happiness comes through the bright vision about life around you

Shed those thoughts from mind, and see the life in a new way

You will find everything colourful as ever

As you have to understand, when you are down

Those around you will also be down inside their hearts

Like you, they may not show it outside

Your happiness can spring joy to many eyes and hearts

Misunderstanding

All my tears can’t even make balance,

For the hard times you went through,

You tried to hide yourselves in silence

Hoping that i could see your discomfort

The emotions of your heart never reached me

Its pity, that i never saw your heart

You tried hard, not to hurt me

While I kept trying hard like it means everything

To find out the reason for your silence

When I myself is the reason, how could you tell me

I wonder how I didn’t realise it!

When you looked at my eyes

I felt, it is craving to tell something

But the lips are tightened up by emotions

Not to spell even a word to me

I tried hard, not to let a single drop of tear

To fill in my eyes, as I know, you cant bear it

I walked with you, to see you off

With a smile in face and bleeding heart

I know you can feel my emotions

Yet you can’t help yourself, nor can I

We are two sides of the same heart

As you started moving

My eyes started filling with tears

I waved you, with a hope that you will comeback

Even when i knew you wont,

Still hoping and wishing you were here

Unspoken Words

Unspoken Words

Sometimes words become a liability!

What meant for another heart, never reaches there as such.

False hopes crept in one heart, due to the faith in spoken words.

Those words expressed the feelings,

When hope in one heart went on increasing, the other heart took those words lightly.

The irritated heart reacted sharply, as the other one, refused to accept reality.

Somehow, reactions went unnoticed.

The feelings behind smiles and anger always got in other heart as funny!

The silence that came along emotions brought many unspoken words.

As one heart misinterpreted the unspoken words and enjoyed the beauty of it,

While living in a dreamy world without realizing the volatile scenario.

Soon spoken words became intense, while unspoken words remained intact.

At a breakeven point, revelation came

Unspoken words left one heart shocked

Many gestures turned out to be fake ones.

Heart finally came to know that silence had deeper meanings

Unspoken words turn out to be the arrows for breaking the heart

Leaving that heart in pain forever