Lonely times are staring at me again
With fierce silence waving in
I am left with no words to tell
I am left with no choice at all
Didn’t really making any impact
Now I am like a substitute player
Just watching from the sidelines
Actions taking place in the field
Wishing that I could take my place
And I could roll the ball
Things that I never intended to do
Came out like a dragon ball
I never felt I m going wrong
I cant keep my eyes hiding the facts
I wish I could tell something
Now when the lights turned on
Everything that I tried to suppress
Now it seems left me in this state
I didn’t want to hurt anyone
I didn’t want to loose anyone
One by one, people leaving me
I wish I could change the time
I wish I could turn back ma actions
The very feeling of loosing
Its keeping me right down there
Wishing not to see that field again
I miss those revelling time in the field
The fun that I had with all
Now that I feel I am strong enough
Without even grumbling a word
But memories will hurt all the time
Promises are there to keep
Not to let me dragged into it
Cos it can harm precious relation
But the more I am left alone
The more I started missing
Without even uttering a word
A source to share the issues
The words of solace and frankness
That I loved to have always
But never let anything to come in-between
Cos even a lifetime cant get you back
The precious little gift!