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12 Dec 2009

Agony





There were times, when I had my chances
Every road looked leading towards success


But lazy mind, never really took them fully
Now regretting, all those given up chances


I feel I am being tied up, with no ways to escape
I am forced to see my dreams being guttered
With my remorseful eyes, I saw vanishing light
From the strongest faith I had in myself, myself
  
I saw all others racing past me in a hurry
While I am still snailing with a handicap
That shows, how badly I fared in this game
Now it hurts so much, too painful to bear


I wished to do, a lot of things,
I want to do, a lot of things
But now, it’s out of my hands,
 I could barely do anything


Don’t know, whether to cry or to scream
Or Thrash things to pieces or to go silent
This is getting me into a state of revenge
I feel, I have been left with lot to prove


A sense of helplessness
 Ignited unrelenting fury
 It’s burning inside my heart
Agony, I am in agony
Agony of a lifetime