Showing posts with label sidelines. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sidelines. Show all posts

23 Nov 2009

Thin line of misery

It seems
Lonely times are staring at me again
With fierce silence waving in
I am left with no words to tell
I am left with no choice at all
Donno what to tell
Donno what to do
What ever i tried to do
Didn’t really making any impact
Now I am like a substitute player
Just watching from the sidelines
Actions taking place in the field
Wishing that I could take my place
And I could roll the ball
Just like I used to do.
Things that I never intended to do
Came out like a dragon ball
I didn’t even notice
I never felt I m going wrong
It’s a curse,
I cant keep my eyes hiding the facts
I wish I could tell something
But fear of losing
Kept me in the shadows
Now when the lights turned on
I am caught open handed
Everything that I tried to suppress
Now it seems left me in this state
But I swear
I didn’t want to hurt anyone
I didn’t want to loose anyone
Yet I am seeing
One by one, people leaving me
I wish I could change the time
I wish I could turn back ma actions
The very feeling of loosing
Its keeping me right down there
At the tunnel,
Wishing not to see that field again
I miss those revelling time in the field
The fun that I had with all
Now that I feel I am strong enough
To let things go past me
Without even grumbling a word
But memories will hurt all the time
I want to talk
But I m left alone..
Promises are there to keep
I cant take this anymore
Is love a crime?
I tried all the time
Not to let me dragged into it
Cos it can harm precious relation
But the more I am left alone
The more I started missing
Then I realised
Its beyond my wishes
Without even uttering a word
I am done and dusted
Now I miss the company
A source to share the issues
I miss the pleasantries
The words of solace and frankness
I miss the every moment
That I loved to have always
Friends are forever
But never let anything to come in-between
Cos even a lifetime cant get you back
The precious little gift!