Life After Death

It still remains a mystery,

what i saw in my dream

someone put me on a highway

I saw heaven on one side

I saw hell on other side

I kept guessing

where am I heading for?

The path looked so long

and there was no entrance

on either side to get in

But i saw,a few walking

in front of me

And i saw a few following me

in search of their destiny

 Is this life after death?

Is heaven a home to live?

Is hell a destitution center?

I saw the angels flying

in the heaven

Spreading love and peace

to all the happy faces

I saw my loved ones

waving me to get in

I saw the devils screaming

in the dens of hell

spreading terror and pain

to all those tear filled eyes

I saw my loved ones

asking for help to escape

I don't know where i should go

How can i forget the love

all those gave,when they were alive !

But, do i have a choice for myself ?

Agony

There were times, when I had my chances
Every road looked leading towards success

But lazy mind, never really took them fully

Now regretting, all those given up chances

I feel I am being tied up, with no ways to escape

I am forced to see my dreams being guttered

With my remorseful eyes, I saw vanishing light

From the strongest faith I had in myself, myself

  

I saw all others racing past me in a hurry

While I am still snailing with a handicap

That shows, how badly I fared in this game

Now it hurts so much, too painful to bear

I wished to do, a lot of things,

I want to do, a lot of things

But now, it’s out of my hands,

 I could barely do anything

Don’t know, whether to cry or to scream

Or Thrash things to pieces or to go silent

This is getting me into a state of revenge

I feel, I have been left with lot to prove

A sense of helplessness

 Ignited unrelenting fury

 It’s burning inside my heart

Agony, I am in agony

Agony of a lifetime