Hell

If you were detained in the hell for a while, what would you do?

Would you try to escape from that grueling landscape?

Would you like to walk around and see the sights in the hell?

If you were alone by heart, with no known people around

What would you feel then?

Would you feel that you have been jailed for trillions of years?

Would you feel that you have been punished for over enjoying the life?

If you see devils around you with spears in their hands

Their faces may look ugly and dreadful

Groaning with anger, singing and dancing with an ugly smile

Then start teasing you with their ferocious egos

What would be your emotions?

Would you cry with fear?

Would you close your eyes in rage?

Would you run with fearsome heart for cover?

Would you try to fend off the devils?

Would you scream for help?

If you see people in swamp with only their heads above the mud

And you see a green pasture besides the swamp

With no other way to get there, other than running over their heads

What would you do?

If you see hands asking for help with a pathetic voice of despair

What would you do?

If you see a door to escape from hell to heaven

And you can hear the pleas from all behind you to help

Would you stay back for all others?

Would you try to save yourself from the misery?

Nithin.R.S.

Heartbreak

It’s hard to get over a heartbreak!

For some time,

It’s like a frozen life without aims,

With more of an instinctual living.

Working harder, as if, it’s everything!

Keeping busy all the time,

So that, mind doesn’t miss anything.

There are so many memories,

So many questions,

So many thoughts,

Answers, a whole lot of them,

It’s different every time,

When given from different angles.

That’s what bamboozles the mind.

Assumptions are a bane,

This enables the mind,

To build castles in air,

Takes through the beautiful valleys,

It’s a dreamy world,

That excites all the time.

But it takes,

Just a few words,

Matter of few moments

To stumble down!

Into the ocean of despair.

It can bury the hopes,

Inside the deepest trenches,

Without any reason!

That’s what thoughts can do  to one.

Some times the pain,

Becomes so hollow and shameful,

When the facts comes out.

Knowing that,

All the thoughts were just crap,

One can smile it off.

But, the emotions that one went through,

The time that passed away,

Everything is simply agonizing.

Loss incurred for nothing,

That’s the bottom-line.

Not realizing the facts,

Isn’t it, an excuse to get away?

Not trying to get the facts,

Isn’t it a mistake, that’s unpardonable?

But the very naked truth!

That there is no path ahead,

A vacuum of some kind,

Really is beyond imagination.

The very thought,

Can leave one silent forever,

Aloof somewhere,

Where the time ceases,

Everything around stands still!

Tears will flow,

Until there is single drop left!

But what for these tears?

And why it’s being shed?

Then there is a stage,

When every feeling, ceases to exist!

Everything seems same,

No agony, no sadness,

No laughter, no fun,

Thoughts, the only emotion left,

A disgruntled companion!

Sometimes one can wonder!

Why oh why?

The feelings aren’t understood!

Why oh why?

The pain is drowned unnoticed!

Every bit of passion isn’t madness,

The concerns aren’t flimsy.

Why oh why?

The eyes are closed!

The ears are closed!

To run away farther?

Heartless or acting so?

There is always time in hand,

To think about the lost chances,

To regret the mistakes committed,

Yet dreaming about a patch up.

Life is so funny, yet could be so cruel,

It’s easy to dream all the time,

But, hard to watch the crumbling hopes.

Nithin.R.S.

Forgetting you

I am leaving you alone

As you wanted me to do

But I donno how to forget you

As you told me to do

It will be a favor for me from you

If you could tell me the way

To forget all the memories regarding you

Those nice times and low times

You know it well

How it will be for me, to forget you

You know me a little too well

That’s why you could get away

Hurting me with wars of words

Many a time than once

Virtual world isn’t insane

The relations aren’t faked up

But when you can’t see it

Why there is any

I wish if there is some telepathy

So that I could enter your heart

And let you know what I feel

But when you are so determined

To hide beyond my reach

I am left alone with endless tears

Even those tears look unreal for you

As you are busy rejoicing your new life

With your new found glory hunter

Flying through the skies of dreams

With no trace of me in your heart

Why am I the only one to miss you?

When you don’t miss me an inch?

Why should I go through this agony?

When you got the power to forget

Why can’t you share it with me?

Nithin.R.S.