A New Start

I can’t see the road

Fog has taken over

Show me another way

I want to be in hill again

Give me a hand

I am falling down

Stop me from this fall

I want to rise again

Give me a book

I need some advice

Save me from this rot

I want to be wise again

Give me a boat

I need  it to sail

Sieze  me  a new shore

I want to live again

Give me a pen

I need it to write

Send me a new theme

I want to inspire again

Give me a hammer

I need it to thrash

Sell me all the trash

I want to demolish again

Give me a drum

I need it to beat

Sing me a new song

I want to find rhythm again

Give me  a football

I need it to kick

Swing me a stunning cross

I want to score a goal again

Give me a soul

I am dying down

Support me with fresh air

I want to breath once again

I can’t see any luck

Hatred has taken over

Serve me a final chance

I want to love again

Luck

When luck plays the game of teasing

A rise smile is all that I can afford to show

Amused at the fact that a chance is going down

Right in front of my eyes

Like for a striker shooting the ball wide

When the open goal post is waiting lucratively

The dearest wish seemed like coming near

In a moment of absolute surprise

I know that I have to wait a little more

As I anticipate the clearance of hurdles

That pulls me back forcefully

Whenever I find myself in a position

 Favorable to drive me towards new pastures

Every morning, I wake up with enthusiasm

Rather than annoyance, unlike in bygone days

I am dreaming more and more

About an imminent thrilling journey

As I have moved away from nightmares

That kept me awake many a night

Afflicting fear that stumbled my every move

Now, all I see is a lush green field

So familiar and so luring

Encouraging me to take a plunge

Into the ocean of hope to challenge the luck

 By battling hard with a sturdy heart

It is a debatable whether luck exists or not.But for us,luck is something mysterious to lay upon when things go wrong or get right by a whisker.A magical word to blame or get relief.

Questions to god

Sometimes I ask god

Why you are so cruel to those who are good at heart?

Why do you make them suffer?

Without even seeing the golden days

Many of those have to leave this earth

With hearts bearing unfulfilled desires

Their prayers for getting some more time to live

To see the dependents towards shore of safety

Why do you close eyes on those pleas?

When someone decease abruptly

Many a time horror surrounds their loved ones

With no means to go forward

Insecurity calling the shots

With responsibilities to take over the reins

Falling on helpless successors

To manage the debts and legacy

Some never recovers from the disastrous fall

And for rest of the lives, they fight for survival

With only nightmares of good old past in company

Sighs of, what if’s gives some consolation

Lucky ones make it to the nest of relief

When you can let off all the evil forces

Who ravish their brand of mischiefs?

Hurting others deliberately

Snatching their possessions for paltry greed

Making mockery of others sufferings

With disgraceful laughter

Torturing others with power of riches

Killing innocents for silly achievements

Leaving countless relatives in tears

With no power to retaliate

How you can justify the gross injustice,

 towards the deprived ones?

Why do sinners get immunity from sufferings?

Why do you get their every wish fulfilled?

When helpless souls struggle to exist

Begging you for divine intervention

And waits with endless hope for your miracles

Life After Death

It still remains a mystery,

what i saw in my dream

someone put me on a highway

I saw heaven on one side

I saw hell on other side

I kept guessing

where am I heading for?

The path looked so long

and there was no entrance

on either side to get in

But i saw,a few walking

in front of me

And i saw a few following me

in search of their destiny

 Is this life after death?

Is heaven a home to live?

Is hell a destitution center?

I saw the angels flying

in the heaven

Spreading love and peace

to all the happy faces

I saw my loved ones

waving me to get in

I saw the devils screaming

in the dens of hell

spreading terror and pain

to all those tear filled eyes

I saw my loved ones

asking for help to escape

I don't know where i should go

How can i forget the love

all those gave,when they were alive !

But, do i have a choice for myself ?

Agony

There were times, when I had my chances
Every road looked leading towards success

But lazy mind, never really took them fully

Now regretting, all those given up chances

I feel I am being tied up, with no ways to escape

I am forced to see my dreams being guttered

With my remorseful eyes, I saw vanishing light

From the strongest faith I had in myself, myself

  

I saw all others racing past me in a hurry

While I am still snailing with a handicap

That shows, how badly I fared in this game

Now it hurts so much, too painful to bear

I wished to do, a lot of things,

I want to do, a lot of things

But now, it’s out of my hands,

 I could barely do anything

Don’t know, whether to cry or to scream

Or Thrash things to pieces or to go silent

This is getting me into a state of revenge

I feel, I have been left with lot to prove

A sense of helplessness

 Ignited unrelenting fury

 It’s burning inside my heart

Agony, I am in agony

Agony of a lifetime