A Million Sorries

I don’t know how to make you feel

What I am going through now, ever since you left

I don’t know what to say to you

To make you understand, how much sad I am

Things have changed from cheers to jeers

In matter of some moments, I cant believe

We were having some nice time, and now!

We are miles apart like strange souls

  

When you avoid me like that as you did

I feel,I am lost in an alien planet all alone

With hopes dashed to make it back to this world

As my heart lost all the might to think and find a way

I was just teasing you as always

Wasn’t complaining at all as you believe

I hope that you remember ma promise

That I always will tell truth to you

I am helpless now as you are silent

Not letting me to clear the air as I wish

Getting yourself hurt with those thoughts

Which I couldn’t help you stopping at all

A million sorries fell down as tears

A million words flew down as apologies

A million souls emerged from them

Chanting only one thing..Baby I am sorry

I wish you could hear those chants

And forgive me, if I have hurt you

I never misunderstood your feelings

I am as realistic as I ever can be

But then,I m hurt that you are hurt

I wish I could be there to say only three words

“I am sorry”!!!!!!!…………

Five Months

Five months, a journey of sorts

From a death to another death

Two souls left the nest

Leaving other three in a state of sorrow

It took months to recover from the first loss

But, fate took them back to the native place

Mourning again with sympathies all around

The year started with a new promise

Just to see the worst nightmare

With just four days in to the year

Now when it seemed life is back on track

Thunder strike with fervour

Now feelings are lost just like a frozen lake

There are no prayers left in the minds

Many memories and many unfulfilled dreams

Words are there with condolence

But all that they need is some peace

To move away from the haunting place

Wherever they turn, it is the absence

That strikes in minds

It may take another five months

To embark on a new life

Adjusting to the new needs and aspirations

In the ever absence of loved ones

On every new step, there will be remembrance

If they were alive, they would have appreciated

Or would have stopped

But, that’s the way life moves on

One can only wish, but can’t stop destiny.