Showing posts with label tears. Show all posts
Showing posts with label tears. Show all posts

27 Jul 2010

What it takes



A smile is what it takes,
To cheer up the spirits.

A laugh is what it takes,
To forget the bad issues.

A rose is what it takes,
To express the feelings.

A hand is what it takes,
To hold another hand,
And, to walk away.

A dream is what it takes,
To embark on a journey,
For achieving something.

A tear is what it takes,
To shed the pain in heart.

A sorry is what it takes,
To solve a bitter fight.

Patience is what it takes,
To receive something special.

Love is what it takes,
To bring two hearts together.

Trust is what it takes,
To bond those hearts forever.




I enjoyed writing this poem a lot. 

22 Jul 2010

Hope from heaven





Look at the stars,
They are shining with grace,
Look at the moon,
He is smiling with romance
Even the late night breeze has touch of love
Trying to evoke the spirit of peace in hearts
To heal the tears
From the cheeks of sad souls
When the frozen hearts get the warmth
Of blessing from heaven
The tears starts flying upwards
With the smile from the heart onboard
Wait for that moment
It will come for sure






Images courtesy : journalism.cuny ,   iasos.

29 Jun 2010

Bleeding Tears



You cry, when you are hurt
It is same with others
When you hurt someone
You might not know, the depth of their wounds
That you inflicted upon their hearts
As you are kept away, from those grief
As they believe,
You won’t be able to understand it
They just wish a piece of mercy from you
Some moments of peace away from you
It’s not due to any hatred
They just wish for some calmer times
Not to be hurt furthermore
As they prefer to cry in the loneliness
Without letting, anyone see their tears
Sometimes, excessive tears can induce bleeding
Through the nose without any warning
The more they love you
The tears will be harder to stop
As they don’t expect you to hurt so bad
Unlike others
They panic to control the blood and tears
Yet without any anger or ill feelings
It’s cruel not to see the depth of that love
Be it friendship or any relation
You don’t have any right to hurt anyone
Even if they have hurt you once in past
Even if you don’t care
At least can spare them with their plight
If you care, apologize from heart
All those tears will melt down into relief
As you are someone with high esteem in their heart
Control your anger when you are with your beloved
Your words have power to heal or hurt
Measure it with precision to constrain
As even, you don’t wish to cause anyone to bleed
Unintentional, yet if someone bleeds with tears
Care them and make them feel better
And never make them cry again
Tears are dangerous than you think
There is no point in loving from heart
If you can’t show it when it matters
Sometimes words are enough to console
Spare some words and use the better ones  
Rather than cussing, just tell with calmness
What you feel, they will understand
If you wish their happiness
Never let them cry with your words
Cos tears bleeds sometimes
It’s painful than you can imagine 


Some times i find hard to control anger.Only later i realise that,ive hurt someone when i was angry.Well,unintentional rants can land someone in trouble with tears,Experience taught me this lesson.

17 Jun 2010

Gun ‘n’ tears






We are living in a jungle of guns
We don’t know who have it with them
Everything looks peaceful
Once in a while
We hear that someone went crazy
With a gun
Shooting down innocent people
Who were just walking down the street
Or living on with their daily routines
In colleges, schools or some public space
We go out with a belief
That we will return home safe
We can’t predict a vehicle hitting us over
Just like that, there’s no guarantee
That we will be safe from guns
Lawmakers provide the liberty to all
To own guns for their safety
I wonder if everyone who owns guns
Really have any kind of threat
How can anyone justify themselves
After Shying away the responsibility
Authorities gave guns and ammunitions
To the revolting rebels
To unstablize various nations
Later they grew up as terror monsters
Attacking the old friends and old enemies alike
With no mercy
Authorities closed eyes on gangs
They closed eyes on illegal trades
Now they have huge reserve of arms
Enough to engage in fights with even armies
Pirates, Maoists, religious armies  
Ethnic miltants, you name anything
They all got guns to shoot down innocent people
Guns shoots bullets
Piercing through the body
And takes away the lives
But bullets don’t know
That it is killing anyone
It’s a dead metal born to kill
And to bring tears from countless eyes
No words or rewards could ever wipe out
Those tears from those eyes
Even after years goes by
Loss of beloved ones through bullets
That’s very tough on growing up children
Having to face an uncertain future
Can anyone explain why they need guns?
Just as they have right to live
We have same rights to live
Nobody has the right to take away
A valuable life
Nobody has the power to heal the tears
Then why they shoot those bullets
Those who lose their breadwinners
 Struggle to make the ends
Their tears never end
As they try to repair their lives
The loss to a bullet will haunt them
Helpless to do anything
Some may take revenge with bullets
But that keeps the cycle of guns and tears
Running endlessly with vengeance
Somebody has to stop it someday
That day might not come
But we can hope

As i watch more and more visuals of gun battles and loss of lives,it just makes me sad as i've seen death in front of me .

8 Jun 2010

Nightmares


I don’t see dreams anymore
I see only nightmares
Ever since, you left me
Alone in this world
I am scared to lie on bed
Unless I am that sleepy
As all I think is about you
When I lay alone
As you was my only support
I wasn’t able to sleep many a days
As your memories refused me to get away
And left me in tears
Felt guilty that, I wasn’t able to save you
As you closed your eyes, for the last time
After gasping for the last breath of air
In a desperate attempt to survive
But shores of safety of hospital
Was little too far
By the time, I got a vehicle to take you there
You left me for a new world
I saw you struggling for survival
Many a night
In different scenarios
Where I kept running
In search of avenues to save you
Never once, I succeeded
As I struggled for long,
My friend taught me meditation
Somehow, I caught some sleep there after
Every night
Then trained myself to tire my soul
To get good sleep
But once in a while
I wake up shocked
Seeing another nightmare 

1 Jun 2010

Live

This is a storm before
The rain of joy
Your silence will tame
When the smiles burst
Your Tears will dry before
The sun shines

You may be walking
Through summers of past
And Living through
Colours of lost dreams
And Swimming through
The lake of hope
To snatch back all that
Flew past your heart

You gotta fly away from your past
Towards a new destiny
You gotta dream something new
That’s so exciting

You gotta fight for a new dawn in life
To show your courage
As there are some people
Who consider you as a sour loser
Writing you off as a failure
They find joy in mocking and teasing you
But you can leave them speechless
As you walk past them
With the wand of glories
That they could never even dream

Stick to your likes
Build your life around it
You will see your life blooming
With the joy you never experience before
There is a reason for every life
Search for your reason
You will find it
Live

21 Dec 2009

Death

Death comes like an uninvited
Cold blooded guest
Who find chilly nights and hot sunny days alike
 Some embraces him with joy
Some reluctantly leaves with him
Some are dragged down with no mercy
Some are lucky to get rid of his hold,but not for long

He is a guide,tormentor,messenger
With no attachment or feelings for any
Just comes to carry out a task
Always so focused about the task
So particular not to miss out even one
Keeps high standards with high efficiency

He tries to tempt one with lucrative offer
That could lift one towards a higher world
Presents the dreamy world of heaven
Just like a kid’s fairy tale
Convinces with with the assurance
That there won’t be any pain and suffering
There will be only luxury comfort
With angels and saints helping out
There will be only smiles all around

He never tells the fact
About a hell that stand beside heaven
Where there is only pain and suffering
With devils and demons rule with terror
There is only tears all the time
With no place to escape or to hide
From the tortue that awaits
And no saviors to save the day

He just bribes one to part ways with life
To leave all beloved once forever
Without any chance to return to earth
To care or enquire about loved ones
As only soul will get the visa
One has to say good bye to body
Just like parting with a baggage
More of a  contract of no return
No time given to fulfil any wish
No time given to exchange final goodwill
No time given to smile or cry

Once the visa is ready
The journey starts
As the guide greets with welcome
The air starts to move away
Lungs drive itself to the limits
To suck the vanishing air
In a last gasp attempt to breath
In a last gasp attempt to survive
Just as heart tries its best
To beat the betrayal of the soul
By sending the final power to the lungs
As the soul starts following the guide
Poor body struggle to fight back
Air keeps moving away faster
Body tries its best to catch some air
It shivers and jumps
Vibrates with ferocity as if it’s now or never

As the soul moves farther
Helpless body surrenders
With the eyes capturing its final images
Closes the lid on a world
That gave joy and pain
Memories and nightmares
Regrets and pride
Soul follows the guide
Breaking all the bonds of love and hate
With hopes about a new world
Heaven or hell which it doesn’t know
It’s another task finished for a task master
Death!


18 Dec 2009

Questions to god

Sometimes I ask god
Why you are so cruel to those who are good at heart?
Why do you make them suffer?

Without even seeing the golden days
Many of those have to leave this earth
With hearts bearing unfulfilled desires

Their prayers for getting some more time to live
To see the dependents towards shore of safety
Why do you close eyes on those pleas?

When someone decease abruptly
Many a time horror surrounds their loved ones
With no means to go forward
Insecurity calling the shots
With responsibilities to take over the reins
Falling on helpless successors
To manage the debts and legacy
Some never recovers from the disastrous fall
And for rest of the lives, they fight for survival
With only nightmares of good old past in company
Sighs of, what if’s gives some consolation
Lucky ones make it to the nest of relief

When you can let off all the evil forces
Who ravish their brand of mischiefs?
Hurting others deliberately
Snatching their possessions for paltry greed
Making mockery of others sufferings
With disgraceful laughter
Torturing others with power of riches
Killing innocents for silly achievements
Leaving countless relatives in tears
With no power to retaliate

How you can justify the gross injustice,
 towards the deprived ones?
Why do sinners get immunity from sufferings?
Why do you get their every wish fulfilled?
When helpless souls struggle to exist
Begging you for divine intervention
And waits with endless hope for your miracles


6 Dec 2009

Hidden Beneath

Hidden beneath the silence
There is a lively smile
Hidden beneath the anger
There is a black humor
Hidden beneath the tears
There is an aspiring hope
Hidden beneath the unsaid words
There are millions of emotions
Hidden beneath the laughter
There is a mysterious pain
Hidden beneath the beliefs
There is a treacherous fear
Hidden beneath the greed
There is a story of losses
Hidden beneath the glory
There are hours of unrelenting effort
Hidden beneath the luck
There is unchangeable fate
Hidden beneath the love
There is a selfish necessity
Hidden beneath the hatred
There is dangerous jealousy
Hidden beneath the jealousy
There is unending anger to do better
Hidden beneath a wait
There is an undying wish

29 Nov 2009

Don't you wish !!

Don’t you wish to have a shop?
From where you could buy happiness when you are sad
And some device which could store happiness
Unlike your heart for longer period

Don’t you wish to sell your tears and buy smiles in return?
As you, find hard to console your lonely heart
When things go wrong

Don’t you wish to have a cloning center?
From where you could get your loved one back
As love is hard to forget
And getting over a heart break
Some times becomes more than impossible
As the more you try, the more it haunts
Its better you get the clone of your love
To have a make believe life

Don’t you wish to insure your dreams and hopes?
So that you always get compensation for all your losses
That hurts your heart and gets you back the joy
At the earliest as possible
With great interests and add-ons
As, you can endure happy times
But, you can’t endure sad times

Don’t you wish to have a safe locker?
Where you could deposit
Your haunting memories of past
So that you don’t get nightmares

Don’t you wish to have a time machine?
So that you can always relive the moments
You love the most
Or era’s which you wish to be in
This is in past or in future

Don’t you wish to have a dream machine?
So that you can live your fantasies
Or live a kind of life that you dreamed off
With someone special, that never materialized

Don’t you wish to have a memorial park?
Where you could meet the souls of deceased
Who are closer to your heart!
Whenever you miss them and want to talk to them
So that you can live with the belief
As if your loved ones are always with you
No matter whether they are alive or not

These wishes are beautiful
But if it becomes true
Then this life will turn
To be a matrix of happiness

May this earth become a heaven!
And you get everything you want
May all the dreams come true!
And happiness sustain everywhere
It’s a tax less wish that you can have
Whenever you feel, you are lost
As sometimes fairy tale, thoughts can hide your pain for good

23 Nov 2009

Stop Crying,My friend

How long will you cry?
Until tonight, or dawn tomorrow or until death
Do you think tears are the only way left?
For you, to escape, from all your pain
That is tearing your heart now
If everyone starts crying together
It will fill the earth with new oceans of tears
As everyone, have problems
Won’t the life come to standstill?
If everyone starts worrying
About all those pains of the past
One cannot bring back the lost moments
One cannot bestow breath upon a dead person
Then, what is the point in crying?
Over those moments, that is history
Understand the fact, my friend
Nobody will be worrying about you
As much as you worry for others
So stop crying for others over silly issues
Everyone is on a mission in life
Some times situation demands
Taking tough decisions for goodness
But regretting and crying over that
Won’t make any difference for you
If there is chance for redemption
You can try out your luck
But crying for unchangeable things
Can just leave you sick, nothing else
A second that passed by wont comeback
Like that, you cannot relive old moments
Stop living in the past, its history
Live in the present and see around
Dream about a bright future
As it is the only hope,
For which, each individual live
 For some, it is about getting rid of poetry
For some, its about getting good job
For some, its about getting love
For some, its about safer future of children
Wishes about future are endless
Then why you should be alone
Crying about silly issues, for nothing
There is only one life for everyone
This is the only chance given by the god
To experience the great existence
Living through various stages
From childhood to youth to old age
Life is not just about fun and joy
The pain and relief is another side
That you should handle with ease
Just like you smile and laugh around
Wash your face and wipe out tears
Bring back a nice smile on your face
Talk with all those around
You will find how happy or sad they are
You will get to hear about their sorrows
You will get to hear about their jubilance
And you will know, there are stories
Behind every smiling face that you see
You will understand, how brave they are
Facing those challenges, without showing
Any glimpse of sorrow on their face
Life is all about living it as such
There are no secret formulas to be happy
More you think and worry
More depressed you will become
Think again, does it worth anything
You are neglecting those who need you
Yet worrying about who don’t care
Mistakes happen, its human trait
There is no need to spoil, yourself for that
Just feel sorry for it and work well
So that you won’t be having any issue
Be positive and keep the mind strong
If you feel so down, walk alone
See those people walking in hurry
Without showing trace of sorrows
Immerse yourself in this busy world
With every second meaning valuable
To your earnest quest for peace






Tears

When I look at those eyes
I see millions of souls of tears
Filled up in the eyes
Craving for one thing and screaming silently
Let us flow through your cheeks
And, fall down to the very soil
Embarking all the pain that we could
So that you find some relief
Looking at us, valuing our sacrifice
As we are part of yours only
We had to bid adieu, as you are sad
Some day your pain will vanish
And, you will remember us.
Memories haunt you all the time
The laughter and the smiles apart
The very thought of void brings something
Words and silence ever could describe it
Yet we the tears can speak
The language of your heart
Without telling anyone, ever one could see
As you can shed us to the gorches of no return
Happiness is just round the corner
Bit of sense from heart can keep you calm
But when immersed in thoughts
Worries and pains creeps in
Then you feel that you are sinking
As if, there is no solution to the problems
Thoughts fill the heart with emotions
Too hard for the soul to console
Only way out for you is shedding
A few drops of tears
But, once you shed us, we are history  
Our life ends, the moment, we part ways with you
But, we become eternal for your pain
God may see our sacrifice
To grant you the peace you wish for
From the depths of soil
We will be seeing your smiling face
 With satisfaction as if, your smile is our reflection
Some day when you enjoy the life
While you think about the past
Ask yourself,
Why you let us go?
Did shedding us help you in any case?
As we cherished to live in your eyes
Until you close your eyes for ever !


Misunderstanding

All my tears can’t even make balance,
For the hard times you went through,
You tried to hide yourselves in silence
Hoping that i could see your discomfort
The emotions of your heart never reached me
Its pity, that i never saw your heart
You tried hard, not to hurt me
While I kept trying hard like it means everything
To find out the reason for your silence
When I myself is the reason, how could you tell me
I wonder how I didn’t realise it!
When you looked at my eyes
I felt, it is craving to tell something
But the lips are tightened up by emotions
Not to spell even a word to me
I tried hard, not to let a single drop of tear
To fill in my eyes, as I know, you cant bear it
I walked with you, to see you off
With a smile in face and bleeding heart
I know you can feel my emotions
Yet you can’t help yourself, nor can I
We are two sides of the same heart
As you started moving
My eyes started filling with tears
I waved you, with a hope that you will comeback
Even when i knew you wont,
Still hoping and wishing you were here

Awaiting death and life

With hopes one goes to hospital
To have the beloved recover
And ,raise back to the glory of life
Not always there is luck backing up
Some times doctors have to spell
Harsh facts that no one likes to hear
Even with the advanced care and technology
Hearing the words that chances are low
Any thing can happen, be prepared
Or we can’t tell anything until some hours
Hope for the best, and let relatives informed
Looking through the glass
At someone gasping for life in a ventilator
It stops the emotions for a while
All that comes to mind will be
The good and bad memories of the past
The anxiety of the worst fear grips the eyes with tears
Trembling lips immerses itself with prayers
Hoping that god will lend a respite
Sitting outside the ICU
Worried about the outcomes
Thoughts about future looms with never felt anxiety
When days pass some relief of survival arises
Yet the fear refuses to depart
It’s a wait for a life and death
Minutes passes as slow as ever it could be
Every passing moment reminds of some landmark
Wishing all the way down inside the heart
Not to receive news of liberation of a soul
Waiting with a tired body and a weakened mind
To receive a good news of recovery
When ever a doctor or nurse comes out
Wakes up and runs like a kid with curiosity
Just for asking if any improvement is there in condition
Even if the knowledge of the condition is fresh in mind
Every time while looking through the glass panel of ICU
Sharpens to see if there is any positive move
When goes inside the ICU always heart pounds
Even if the condition is getting better
While seeing others suffer around the loved one
Only when some words are minced
The cheers of new hope arises in the mind
Yet the chances are always there to go wrong any second
It’s like walking through a tight rope
With cushions on one side for safe landing
And a trench awaiting a journey towards eternity
ICU seems like a heaven with a door to hell always opened
And those who serves there are life savers
More of angels sent by the god to enlighten the hopes
it’s a fact that they gives their best
But its not in their hands, always an element of luck plays the game
Miracles happens, so does disasters
Sleepless nights and tiring days never deters
The love for someone who is fighting for the life
Only visual that keeps one awake is the image
Of loved one walking out of that heaven with a smile
Some times the very thought of coffin coming out
Reminds the route to hell and endless tears follows
Dreams and nightmares mars the wait for that life and death
A wait that all not want to have in their life

 Nithin R S