A Million Sorries

I don’t know how to make you feel

What I am going through now, ever since you left

I don’t know what to say to you

To make you understand, how much sad I am

Things have changed from cheers to jeers

In matter of some moments, I cant believe

We were having some nice time, and now!

We are miles apart like strange souls

  

When you avoid me like that as you did

I feel,I am lost in an alien planet all alone

With hopes dashed to make it back to this world

As my heart lost all the might to think and find a way

I was just teasing you as always

Wasn’t complaining at all as you believe

I hope that you remember ma promise

That I always will tell truth to you

I am helpless now as you are silent

Not letting me to clear the air as I wish

Getting yourself hurt with those thoughts

Which I couldn’t help you stopping at all

A million sorries fell down as tears

A million words flew down as apologies

A million souls emerged from them

Chanting only one thing..Baby I am sorry

I wish you could hear those chants

And forgive me, if I have hurt you

I never misunderstood your feelings

I am as realistic as I ever can be

But then,I m hurt that you are hurt

I wish I could be there to say only three words

“I am sorry”!!!!!!!…………

Hill of Souls

I walked alone in the hill of souls

In search of a missing piece of heart

I wandered like a disillusioned soul

Frightened by the dreadful scenes

I wondered what the souls are doing

In this peaceful misty greeny hill

I wondered what they are looking for

While the darkness is not around

I asked a soul, what you are searching for

He said, I am looking for an escape route to life

While I saw other souls walking with madness

 In search of long lost dreams and soul mates

  

I asked myself, am I alive or am I dead

In hell, heaven, or just living in dreams?

Why I am searching in this haunted hill

When there are no traces of hope left 

I breathed harder to feel the odour of hill

Then I realised, I am alive like those birds

Flying around with scared hearts inside

They are as curious as I am about this hill

I found my piece of heart at the horizon

Flying like a peace flag in a torrid warzone

Where the souls are fighting for blessing

To get a life back to fulfil unfinished wishes

Image from Alamy