Without you

Up in the sky may be as a star

You might be looking at me

With a nice smile as ever

This distance is hard to bear

Its only days,

But, it seems like years have passed by

I am missing your words

I wish if you were still here

I feel that I lost my wings

You were my wings, which let me to dream

And supported me always

You never let me feel that I am a failure

You always made me believe

That I am up there with others

I always looked up to you only for guidance

Now nowhere to look, as I don’t trust any other

I feel I am alone without you

I never counted on others words

I trusted yours only

You always let me to do what I like

Always listened to my plans

Now!

You always believed I would reach highs

Without you, I am lost in wilderness

Struggling to find the way out

Feeling in secured inside the heart

I miss you when I read news

I remember the way we debated

Once!

You took me to world of words

But you never read my words

It will remain a dream forever

To see you reviewing my words

You are my idol

Your words are still with me

Reminding me to move forward

To reach the heights

I crave for your presence

I get to see you only in nightmares

I still can’t understand why!

You are in my heart, yet you are so far away

It’s a big long journey that I have to travel

With only some fond memories of yours in company

As a source of hope and encouragement

Unseasonal Rain

Life was moving on boring as ever,

With spring gone, beauty of nature too.

With leaves falling and swaying with wind,

Sun geared up to smile on nature,

Everyone were waiting for some hot days,

But ,astonishingly!

It lashed, the rain.

Flash floods ramped across the state,

Roads got immersed under the fury,

Of what turned out to be unseasonal rain!

Rather than relishing the relief,

People emerged out of homes with umbrellas,

Cursing on the rain for ruins.

The days passed on and on,

But the rain that changed the season,

Just kept dancing on the land!

More than excitement, agony creeped in,

Kids just looked at the sky,

Asking themselves ,when will it end?

But, the nature got a refreshing cover,

Greenery surfaced all around,

Cheering the minds, cooling the agony.

The cold winds, which accompanied rain,

Became an ecstasy for many,

Those who loved the rain walked through it,

Dancing with the rhythm of the raindrops!

Dampness remained in surface for long,

But it didn’t dampened the spirits,

Everyone knew the unwelcome guest,

Will just vanish as if nothing happened.

But the unseasonal rain was a hit,

As it challenged the weather predictions,

“Proving all the science wrong”!

Showed that “Mother Nature” can surprise,

At her will any time, with unseasonal rain,

Reiterating herself as “the queen of earth”!

Five Months

Five months, a journey of sorts

From a death to another death

Two souls left the nest

Leaving other three in a state of sorrow

It took months to recover from the first loss

But, fate took them back to the native place

Mourning again with sympathies all around

The year started with a new promise

Just to see the worst nightmare

With just four days in to the year

Now when it seemed life is back on track

Thunder strike with fervour

Now feelings are lost just like a frozen lake

There are no prayers left in the minds

Many memories and many unfulfilled dreams

Words are there with condolence

But all that they need is some peace

To move away from the haunting place

Wherever they turn, it is the absence

That strikes in minds

It may take another five months

To embark on a new life

Adjusting to the new needs and aspirations

In the ever absence of loved ones

On every new step, there will be remembrance

If they were alive, they would have appreciated

Or would have stopped

But, that’s the way life moves on

One can only wish, but can’t stop destiny.

Friendship Fear

The train is moving on towards a new destination

Leaving the old one behind

With empty spaces, dreams and hopes

Memories, sadness, madness, and despair

In the store room of mind

The journey taken over the mind with joy

In search of a new souls

Making the old souls the haunters

Days with magical touch in old destination are hard to forget

Massacring those jubilous and taunting incidents

And then scripted them in a golden graveyard in minds

With eyes blossomed with tears

And the hearts broken down to mere atoms

Can we forget our times together?

Can we do that ever?

With the destinies spread out in different directions

The time moving ever so rapid

With no chance to meet together

With no way to exchange words

How can we serve our friendship?

Will the minds crave for those times together?

Will the minds wish for the return of those days?

Will it remain or vanish, our friendship?

With so many changes awaiting in life

With so many new relations getting ready to bond

When the time play the game  of life with us

With the  god orchestrating  that game with precision

New mode takes guard in life

And, when the new destination is accomplished

Will the silent bond of a beautiful friendship remain intact,

unlike our fears?

Unspoken Words

Unspoken Words

Sometimes words become a liability!

What meant for another heart, never reaches there as such.

False hopes crept in one heart, due to the faith in spoken words.

Those words expressed the feelings,

When hope in one heart went on increasing, the other heart took those words lightly.

The irritated heart reacted sharply, as the other one, refused to accept reality.

Somehow, reactions went unnoticed.

The feelings behind smiles and anger always got in other heart as funny!

The silence that came along emotions brought many unspoken words.

As one heart misinterpreted the unspoken words and enjoyed the beauty of it,

While living in a dreamy world without realizing the volatile scenario.

Soon spoken words became intense, while unspoken words remained intact.

At a breakeven point, revelation came

Unspoken words left one heart shocked

Many gestures turned out to be fake ones.

Heart finally came to know that silence had deeper meanings

Unspoken words turn out to be the arrows for breaking the heart

Leaving that heart in pain forever