Awaiting death and life

With hopes one goes to hospital

To have the beloved recover

And ,raise back to the glory of life

Not always there is luck backing up

Some times doctors have to spell

Harsh facts that no one likes to hear

Even with the advanced care and technology

Hearing the words that chances are low

Any thing can happen, be prepared

Or we can’t tell anything until some hours

Hope for the best, and let relatives informed

Looking through the glass

At someone gasping for life in a ventilator

It stops the emotions for a while

All that comes to mind will be

The good and bad memories of the past

The anxiety of the worst fear grips the eyes with tears

Trembling lips immerses itself with prayers

Hoping that god will lend a respite

Sitting outside the ICU

Worried about the outcomes

Thoughts about future looms with never felt anxiety

When days pass some relief of survival arises

Yet the fear refuses to depart

It’s a wait for a life and death

Minutes passes as slow as ever it could be

Every passing moment reminds of some landmark

Wishing all the way down inside the heart

Not to receive news of liberation of a soul

Waiting with a tired body and a weakened mind

To receive a good news of recovery

When ever a doctor or nurse comes out

Wakes up and runs like a kid with curiosity

Just for asking if any improvement is there in condition

Even if the knowledge of the condition is fresh in mind

Every time while looking through the glass panel of ICU

Sharpens to see if there is any positive move

When goes inside the ICU always heart pounds

Even if the condition is getting better

While seeing others suffer around the loved one

Only when some words are minced

The cheers of new hope arises in the mind

Yet the chances are always there to go wrong any second

It’s like walking through a tight rope

With cushions on one side for safe landing

And a trench awaiting a journey towards eternity

ICU seems like a heaven with a door to hell always opened

And those who serves there are life savers

More of angels sent by the god to enlighten the hopes

it’s a fact that they gives their best

But its not in their hands, always an element of luck plays the game

Miracles happens, so does disasters

Sleepless nights and tiring days never deters

The love for someone who is fighting for the life

Only visual that keeps one awake is the image

Of loved one walking out of that heaven with a smile

Some times the very thought of coffin coming out

Reminds the route to hell and endless tears follows

Dreams and nightmares mars the wait for that life and death

A wait that all not want to have in their life

 Nithin R S

Free fall

Falling freely from a height

With the wings of dreams cut off

And the eyes filled with tears

Yet they are rooted to the top

Saying to the heart,i will climb again

Every step i lost with this fall

Every fall remainds one thing

Its not the end of the world

There is still so many steps to climb

One door may have closed

But still there are doors awaiting

to be found out

Thinking different is the way out

When one plan bombs

It shows its not worth trying again

its about striping out the flaws

With a different perspective

The pain of fall is the best medicine

To energise the heart to climb again

The every single step with determination

Not to fall again.

Never to let anyone push you down

Its about the dreams,

its about the will of a life time

To be able to claw back

From the brink of tears of loss

To the very smile of success

Once the steps are conquered again.

UNO ..Assembly of modern Neros'

World war ended the reign of
"League of Nations"
But it gave space for another
Farce organisation..UNO

I wonder
Why we need UNO
When there is NATO,SEATO,ASEAN
and countless forums with selfish interests

How on earth
They can assign power to five nations
An yellow elephant..."Security Council"
To decide the fate of rest of the world
They vetos important decisions
To favor the ones who merit nothing
Some times i think
Those are the real terrorisers of this world
Forcing war on hapless nations
Killing millions of innocent nations
They lead in the market of arms and ammunition
Then how can they bring peace?

UNO..I feel they are the
Assembly of Modern Neros'
They close eyes on the suffering of
Palestine people
While support the wrong motives of
Israel
In the name of a threat
They allowed USA to destroy Iraq
But we all know,its for the oil
The whole drama of freedom and liberation
Stagemanaged to perfection
Kudos UNO

We the poor people kept faith in you
To control the rogue nations
Who dominate the world with brutal force
But now you are nothing but
A remote controlled toy
of the worst perpetrators of cruelty

They talk about democracy
Where is it in china?
Hapless tibeteans suffer,you close eyes

Pakistan can sieze indian land,
you close eyes
You endorsed the illegal posession
as disputed land,oh god
then sends observers
You close eyes on terrorism funded by states
You do nothing


You all created israel uprooting palestinei people
What were you doing,when USA played
war dance in Vietnam?

How can you put embargoes on nations
when the real criminals are with in you
You cost millions of lives
with your embargoes ,will you pay?

What is the use of this jumbo
When it gives nothing to humanity?I wonder
you can do nothing about global warming
you can do nothing about arms race
you can do nothing about poverty

all you do is endorsing the views of
some lopsided idiots,who want to dominate
the entire world with their rule

Get rid of the security council,if you can
Get the decision by voting,
By letting all nations to be a part
Of decision taking.
Cos we cant let the world suffer
Due to the selfish wishes of some
Rich countries.

G-5,G-14,G-20,they have so many groups
to be together
Then why an UNO..dismantle it
or revive it with whole power
To control the real culprits
To safeguard the freedom of people
To empower people from hunger
To provide peace for the world
We need a strong UNO
without the lobbying of super powers
Else all the terrorising powers
Will come together to raise
a chain of terror,endangering lives
of this world

You cant let a country to bomb a nation
oceans apart in another country
In the name of threat
If you cant stop it.better cease to exist.

Nithin R S

Tracking back

It is the time to move on,
For the quest of a dream,

I waited for so long,
Now that the dream is calling me,
“Come on and embrace me”!
It’s so luring, though challenging!

This is the chance
To grow up as a man,
Time to say bye to the childishness,
It’s the time to catch up,
With those who raced past me,
I never was far away from you,
Don’t worry, I am going to catch you up.

“All the failures and losses- get lost”!
You have no space in my dictionary.

I am seeing only one thing,
A far away place, my destiny,
To spread my wings,
To flourish my dreams

I had my time for fooling around,
I had enjoyed the fun times,
Now it’s back to my fort,
To be that dare devil again!
To fight with grit
Until I achieve all my aspirations.

Nithin.R.S.

Patch Up

Minutes, hours, and days goes by,

Without the thoughts of someone,

As it is frozen inside heart!

Deliberately closed the eyes on it,

May be to forget the agony.

Yet somewhere down the line,

A spark of memory strikes,

Takes back to those moments.

But there is a thought, which engrosses the mind,

That the story has ended!

Yet there is a feeling

That soon everything will be fine

Still there is uncontrolled

communication through emotions,

Than through the words!

This goes on as ever,

As the upset hearts are not ready yet,

To listen to those words,

As the hurtled hearts needs some time,

To realize, it happened out of fury,

Nothing else!

When mood goes off,

And there is too much expression,

Sometimes things get out of hand.

There should be space,

So that there isn’t bugging,

And no possessive instincts grows,

As some times being alone,

Keeps the mind calm!

If the hearts adjust likewise,

There won’t be burstups.

But if then, one bugs up,

Words and words collides,

Heart and heart are caught unawares,

Then the egos take the centre stage,

That’s where the game is lost!

Love or friendship,

Turns into foeship courtesy of egos,

The attachment never dies,

It’s the question,

Who will take the first step?

That’s what keeps the two apart!

Silence is the best medium,

To convey that,

A break is inevitable to revitalize.

Distances vanishes,

When a smile flies from distance,

Or the voice touches the ears,

Or the view of two eyes comes in vicinity,

The times of agony melts down!

The joy of getting back something

arouses in the heart.

More than words, it’s the deep breaths

That speaks for minds

What to ask, how to heal,

Why it happened, why the distance arised,

Questions are many.

But the answers are about the missed moments,

Missed joys and the times together,

The feelings that embraced the hearts.

So many heartfelt sorries and apologies,

Brings the hearts together,

Dumping the past into memories,

Then taking the new step towards future,

Laughing all the way back to those old ways,

With some new promises and resolutions!

It takes only a few moments to patch up,

But its about taking the initiative,

Nothing is lost as long as,

Intent of warmth for someone is alive in heart!


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