A Million Sorries

I don’t know how to make you feel

What I am going through now, ever since you left

I don’t know what to say to you

To make you understand, how much sad I am

Things have changed from cheers to jeers

In matter of some moments, I cant believe

We were having some nice time, and now!

We are miles apart like strange souls

  

When you avoid me like that as you did

I feel,I am lost in an alien planet all alone

With hopes dashed to make it back to this world

As my heart lost all the might to think and find a way

I was just teasing you as always

Wasn’t complaining at all as you believe

I hope that you remember ma promise

That I always will tell truth to you

I am helpless now as you are silent

Not letting me to clear the air as I wish

Getting yourself hurt with those thoughts

Which I couldn’t help you stopping at all

A million sorries fell down as tears

A million words flew down as apologies

A million souls emerged from them

Chanting only one thing..Baby I am sorry

I wish you could hear those chants

And forgive me, if I have hurt you

I never misunderstood your feelings

I am as realistic as I ever can be

But then,I m hurt that you are hurt

I wish I could be there to say only three words

“I am sorry”!!!!!!!…………

Hill of Souls

I walked alone in the hill of souls

In search of a missing piece of heart

I wandered like a disillusioned soul

Frightened by the dreadful scenes

I wondered what the souls are doing

In this peaceful misty greeny hill

I wondered what they are looking for

While the darkness is not around

I asked a soul, what you are searching for

He said, I am looking for an escape route to life

While I saw other souls walking with madness

 In search of long lost dreams and soul mates

  

I asked myself, am I alive or am I dead

In hell, heaven, or just living in dreams?

Why I am searching in this haunted hill

When there are no traces of hope left 

I breathed harder to feel the odour of hill

Then I realised, I am alive like those birds

Flying around with scared hearts inside

They are as curious as I am about this hill

I found my piece of heart at the horizon

Flying like a peace flag in a torrid warzone

Where the souls are fighting for blessing

To get a life back to fulfil unfinished wishes

Image from Alamy 

Mercenaries of Death

Every morning, we wakes up

Seeing the news of terror, somewhere

All the time we feel, oh my god

Painful enough, to bring tears from eyes

Many a time, we wonder!

Why do all these things happen?

Why is this bloodshed not ending?

Why do all those people have to suffer?

It wont end soon, as

Mercenaries of death

Are out in the streets

In the name of god

In the name of state

In the name of mafia

In the name of terror

Cold blooded, motivated to kill

Now, there is no place in this world

That we can ascertain as safe one

As, anytime, anyone can blow it up

With blood shattering all over the place

Paradises are like hell, now

When will this mayhem end?

I wonder, what do they achieve?

When they kill innocent people

  

Can they give back the kids, to the parents?

Can they give back parents, to those orphans?

No money or words can make up for those losses

When they can’t give a life, why they wanna take one?

Blame it on those greedy rulers, who

Breaded these mercenaries of death

To gain some paltry political victories

But ended up as the victims of the same

  

Even child warriors are so determined

Brain washed to be fierce, with guns in hands

Emotionless even when blood splatters

Trained tactically to kill, living only to kill

We can only wish

To get them back to their homes

Changing them for the sake of humanity

Healing them with prayers, so that

This blood shed ends someday

Good Morning

Good morning, it’s a new dawn

Wake up from your beautiful dream

Sun is smiling as if for the first time

Morning fog is blowing away slowly

Dew on the leaves has started melting

After seeing the beautiful smile of the sun

Everywhere there is raw exuberance

That’s why dawns are always so special

  

Birds have started flying

In search of food for the day

Owls have started sleeping

It's their time to sleep calmer

Everywhere you will see a buzz

A lazy build-up to the day ahead

It feels like sleeping for long

But there are tasks to finish

Open your windows and watch the sun

Embrace the chilling breeze of winter

You will feel awakened by a fresh dawn

That will kick start a rocking day for you

Keep a nice smile on your face

Walk yourself into a brighter day

Forget all those things of yesterday

It’s a new dawn, to rise again strong

Pictures were taken by Yuttana Rattanawong and Lylsharain. 

Girl,stop running away from life

You can hide inside the covers of bed

You may shed tears in silence, with pain

But, will it bring you any thing new?

Will it bring your lost love, again?

Things are beyond your control, you know

Then, what’s the point in hiding in darkness?

Getting aloof from all those who care for you

Isn’t it a crime, which you are going to commit?

When you are crying in the company of despair

There are some, who are concerned about you

Why can’t you see the tears of people around you?

Life isn’t all about the losses of the past and present

You are forgetting, those who depends on you

They are cheerful when you are smiling and happy

There will be gloominess around your loved ones

Yet, you just don’t wanna see things around you

Can thoughts change the destiny? ask yourself

Cutting yourself can spring blood and induce pain

You feel it’s a way to shed away all  your worries

It will only leave some scars, as marks of cowardice

Get out of your covers and throw away the thoughts

Leave behind your depressed soul, it’s a dead one

Take hope as your new soul, a companion for life

Until you meet your destiny, a lively soul to share life

Girl, stop running away from your  life

Just face it, don’t bother about the past

Gal stop crying, feeling depressed

Just live on, a new world is awaiting you