17 Jun 2010

Fire Walk



A pit in the premises of a temple
Filled with red hot charcoal
Resembling the molten lava
A crowd waiting eagerly
With their souls dedicated to prayers
An aura of spirituality fumed in air
In the darkness of late night
They are all awake in anticipation
Even the stars and moon watched
With curiosity
As the priest blessed the chosen ones
Dressed in the holy colors
Totally immersed in devotion
The spirit of the crowd rose
The chants of applause
Cheered up the chosen ones
They had their eyes on that pit
It shined and lured
Them like expensive jewelry
They took bunch of neem leaves
In their hands
And lined up to walk over that hot bed
Nobody had the fear of burn
Only one thing in mind
Pure dedication to the task
To show their affection to the god
One by one they walked
They didn’t run
They didn’t cry
Even when it seemed like burning
They walked and returned for more
The chants of devotion reached new highs
As prayers conquered the whole area
As they felt the presence of ultimate energy
At the end of the ritual
They applied holy ash on their legs
And rested in tranquility
With a sense of satisfaction
About fulfilling the pledge
Taken during some tough times
That they will do this if they succeed
This is just a return of favor
From heart to please almighty
There may be skeptical onlookers
Who question the logic
But ,some times
Belief ,Customs and experiences
Can stand tall as solemn truth
Defying all logics
Fire walk
It’s a divine walk
To defeat the fear
To defeat the sins
To embrace the goodness
To embrace the god
As a true devotee

I was inspired by the devotion of many people who walked over the fire pits during special festivals in certain temples. 

16 Jun 2010

Choice


At every juncture
Life gives choices
Different paths to chose
In different directions
It gives no guarantees
But Just hope
May show footprints
Of those who travelled through those paths
But no real tips
As through same paths
Two individuals may embrace
Entirely extreme outcomes
So it’s down to oneself
To judge the choice
One path can lead to glory
One path can lead to gloom
One path may be safe and trusted
But may offer limited returns
One path may be too risky
But many have made it big
Going through that path
Many succumbed to the pit hole
Some paths are unknown
Waiting to be discovered
Waiting to be tamed
To create history
It’s adventurous but offers only uncertainty
A lifetime decision is on the line
Whether to choose a safe path
Whether to choose high-risk path
Whether to choose an unknown path
We all face this throughout our life
We get it right sometime
To clinch success and happiness
We get it wrong sometime
To fall in the line of regret and tears
But life goes on
Every day we have to choose
And rest of the days depends on that choice
We can’t freeze our life
If we stand to think
Time moves on and the opportunity
We may not get another one
But sometimes
Its all about two choice
Whether to choose something we love to do
Or to choose something that will give lot of money
When we do things, we dreamt to do
We find satisfaction
Even if we have to sacrifice
Things we do out of compulsion is mechanical
But it can give secured feeling
Even access to brighter new world
Different to what we ever imagined
When time is a constraint
When our decision affects many others
It has to be perfect
We can’t be selfish
If we choose to be daring
We shouldn’t turn back at the middle
We can’t jeopardize others dreams
We have to stick with it to the end
Giving the best and hoping for the best
If we are unsure
It’s time to be practical
It’s the time to rise above
Emotions and sentiments
It’s the time to show the courage
To choose what suits everyone
Without any regrets
As years later
We might come across a point
Where we turn and glance at past
We might say we could have done different
But still, every choice is a risk
But we can’t run away from taking it
As if we don’t
Some other will choose our destiny
That will be painful
As it’s beyond us to do anything to change it
So when we have the choices
We should choose the one that suits us the best
Not the one to appease anyone
Not the one to emulate someone
Those who dared to choose
Always found happiness
Those who chocked to choose
Always found regrets
Life is a journey of choices
And we have to keep choosing
Until this journey is over for good


15 Jun 2010

Delightful Nap



Afternoon blues was in the air
A relief of sunshine
After so many rainy days
I was travelling with my friend
On his bike
As we reached a traffic point
While waiting for the green signal
I turned aside and watched
An abandoned nameless memorial
With rectangular base
And reducing height towards top
It was built on spacious median
That was amidst a series of roads
In different directions
The outer brick basement was dilapidated
The grass on its premises were over grown
But the monument was in good condition
Standing tall with a question mark
Do you know why I am standing here?
I wonder if civic authorities have an answer
But it’s a nice little asylum for a dog couple
They were lying on parallel sides
They were in deep slumber
The noises of the vehicles didn’t deter them
Not even the scorching heat of sunny day
Deterred them from a well deserved rest
After their tough efforts to feed themselves
In a busy part of the city
I guess, they had their food somehow
It’s not an easy life for stray dogs in a city
They face the dangers of speeding vehicles
They face the wrath of angry Samaritans
They face the ire of shop owners or securities
But there might be someone helping them
With kindness
Still, it’s a daunting task to survive
Feeding on the dumped waste foods
But looking at their faces
I found the peace and happiness they share
They don’t have puppies
Totally isolated from group of dogs
That I found some kilometers back
They are made for each other
Facing life together with one heart
I felt jealous at those dogs
As we keep running during whole of the day
To get many things done and to earn
But we don’t have the time
To enjoy a delightful nap in the afternoon
We don’t have any peace
To rest with satisfaction
As we can’t rest in laurels
More targets to achieve less time to spend
We have to keep running
I wished that all of us could afford
A peaceful nap in afternoons
As we ride away to our next destination
Once the green signal flashed

14 Jun 2010

Walk

When life becomes a cruel joke
Learn to laugh at it from heart
You can’t catch those lost things
With your craving hands again
You can see them vanishing
In the depths of moving time
You can wait, if you wish
But you know, its beyond you
Try to walk without turning back
Through a new way towards eternity
 From where you stand right now 

12 Jun 2010

Buried Alive




She dreamed like a bird
She smiled like an angel
She thought like a revolutionary
She didn’t lead a revolt
She just befriended a guy
Her teenage heart didn’t see
Anything wrong to talk to a guy
As he was her own classmate
She found the happiness
In a thing her society wrote off as sin
For ages
She never knew
That she must pay a big price
For her innocent mistake
She only saw the bright colors
That life offered to her
But others never tried to see the same
As their eyes were blinded
With the iron curtain of myth
They believe
Men can marry many women
But its sin for women to talk
To unrelated men
They shouldn’t go alone anywhere
They should cover even their eyes
With the golden linen of silence
Showing respect to tradition
They should remain
Within the high walls of forts
Without dreaming any sort of freedom
She just wished to talk
She just wished to mingle
With those who felt as friends
But ,in the name of tradition
In the name of pride of family
Nobody listened to her tears
Nobody listened to her prayers
To let her live
To let her see this world for some more days
Without any support
Her fragile body couldn’t break free
From the chains of power
That simply dumped her in a trench
As she cried out loud for help
Nobody in this world heard it
As they shoveled down lumps of soil
To cover the trench
She glanced at the sky with tearful eyes
She couldn’t move as her legs are stuck
She couldn’t move her hands
As soil covered it totally
Remnants of soil covered her hair
And that beautiful face
Gasping for miracle
She begged for final time
God taught them to show mercy
Nobody dared to show mercy to her
As they shoveled more soil
On to her final moments in this world
The blue sky and colors vanished for her
As soil darkened her vision
And later it disconnected her life
From this cruel world
Granting her the freedom
To explore heaven
She wished to explore earth, though
Buried alive-her dreams
Buried alive-her tears
Buried alive-her world
But they couldn’t bury her soul
She will fly all across this world
To inspire women to dream
To break free themselves from the walls
To throw away the linens of silence
To demand their right to live free
One day

I was deeply moved by an incident that happened in this beautiful earth and that prompted me to write this.


11 Jun 2010

Self-reliant


As I walk
I notice interesting things
With curiosity
From distance, I saw a dad
And his two small daughters
Elder was riding her small cycle
In front of their shop
While the younger one watched
Her sister riding the cycle
It was evening
It was time for tuitions
Dad started his bike
I thought he was going to drop the elder one
At her tuition center on bike
He placed her bag on his bike
But he just took his younger girl
And made her sit comfortably at the front
And he moved slowly
I saw the elder girl riding her cycle
Following him slowly
I realized that he was just
Giving her the confidence
To ride her cycle along that road
So that
She will be able to ride one day alone
To her tuition home
Without escort of her dad
It is quite interesting
As I’ve seen many parents
Always taking their daughters to places
And never letting them to travel alone
That deprives them valuable experience
Of becoming self reliant
As they have to wait for parents or siblings
Even to take them to their friend’s home
One can say it’s not safe to travel alone
For them
But then, nowhere is safe for anyone
Only with opportunities to do things alone
We get to understand our frailties
Then from experience, we become courageous
And in adverse conditions
Courageous people never buck down
They will try to find a way out of tricky situations
I feel we should protect kids
But we should give them confidence
To be self-reliant
As when they grow up, they have to face life
And this big damn bad world on their own
We can’t have them scared then
By over protecting them now
As it can make them too dependent
And it will just keep parents worried
Even when they are grown up
Feeling that they haven’t travelled alone before
Just let the beautiful angels
Learn to be self-reliant
You will see them facing life boldly and succeeding

I wrote this poem after being inspired by a dad i saw on road,who lead his daughter to her class.It's important that girls are given confidence to be self-reliant right from childhood.It will help them to face life in a better manner.

10 Jun 2010

Gold: The fortune metal



Gold 
It shines pretty
It makes women go crazy
Young or old
With one breath, they love it
They want to wear it wherever possible
It’s a symbol of pride and status
Even when silver, pearls, platinum, diamonds
Made their shining presence in the market
Gold is a medium to show some attitude
When some others have stunning designs
It makes them jealous
But it makes them passionate
To get a stylish and costly piece of jewelry
To show their beauty with its glow
At times
It’s price breaks their hearts
Yet they chase it to buy
And keep as safe investment
Here in Kerala
There are more jewelers’  shops
Than utility shops

There are streets with glamorous array of
Glittering showrooms that lure
Keralite women with all kind of offers
Watch the local channels
You will find more gold ads than food ads
With pretty young girls showcasing
All the brilliant artistic craftworks
Created by unknown skilled men
Who melt this metal and shape it to
Unbelievable masterpieces
Here gold gets into the life of a baby
On 28th day
To commemorate the birth
And to officially baptize the birth
By wounding a gold hiplet on baby
By the dad
In presence of relatives and friends
For girl kids it’s just the start
As there is a painful welcome
To continue the journey
On the ear piercing ceremony
They officially gets their first ear rings
Then further, they get more gold
Depending on the wishes of parents
As they get into teenage
And transform into women
They get more gold
Chains, bangles, anklets
And mothers start buying jewels
Anticipating their daughters marriages
Which are years away
As nobody can predict prices in future
When they reach the age of marriage
The bargaining starts
The handsome guys not only need dowry
But also good collection of gold as well
In order to marry their daughters
Parents arrange gold as much as they can
Those who don’t have money
They will borrow or sell land
But they won’t take risk of leaving gold
Parents see gold as investment for their daughters
In their married life
Groom and relatives see it as source
To get money in urgency
On wedding day
Keralite girls drape themselves with costly saris
Then garnishes them with
Countless gold jewels, which weighs a lot
Yeah if see a jewelry model in a bride
It is an understatement
The grooms get their fair share of gold
And happily weds their brides
By tying a costly gold chain on their necks
Amidst the whistles of women
And shower of flowers from the audience
But the journey of gold continues
When new life starts
For buying land or vehicle or for paying back the debts
The gold is taken away from the girls
By their in-laws
Some guys even marries off their sisters
Using their wives gold
Some might keep it safe in bank lockers
And the countless relatives who need money
Will keep visiting to borrow the jewels
To give as collateral for getting loans
Over the years those girls gold reserves
Get depleted
But those who get into rich families
Will be lucky to get more gold
As their spouses, show their love towards them
By buying costly jewels
Some girls continue their quest for gold
Blackmailing their husbands
Yeah it’s a costly gift for many to present
But for a happy marital life
They make sacrifices
But the fascination for gold remains alive
From generations to generations
As mothers gives their gold to their daughters
It’s more amazing that
We don’t have gold mines in this state
But you bring gold from any part of the world
You will find a buyer here
Obsession for gold isn’t limited to women
Thieves know about the passion of women
For gold
And they know where to look for gold
They loot wedding houses
They loot jewel showrooms
They loot gold lockers
As there are buyers for even stolen gold
Gold economy thrives here
With the spending power of people
Assisted by the cash from gulf and other countries
Where countless keralite work and save money
Gold is a safe asset for many
Banks give loans to buy gold
Private financiers give money by taking gold 
Squeezing money as much as possible
People here will afford loss of money
But will try to retrieve their beloved gold 
By paying over the odds
If not they will be sad 
Forgetting the fact that 
Their urgency was met by the money they got
When it mattered 
That too after paying interests for long
sometimes more than the amount they owe
This is gold's own country
where it is a fortune metal
With status next to god 

This poem is totally inspired by the lifestlye in my state.I always wondered why there is lot of obsession for  gold.As i observed closely,i found that it's a part of culture here.This madness for gold will remain for long long time unless women turn towards diamond or someother glittering metals.