10 Apr 2022

What After The Death?

 



Another death 

Another poignant family 

What dreams may have died?


The moment after the last breath 

What will happen to life?

Where will it go?


Afterlife

It sounds like a hope

Is there really another life to live?


From the moment of leaving the body

The soul may wander around 

Will it meet other souls?


I've seen the last breath of my dad 

I've seen him in my dreams and nightmares 

I wonder where he is right now in this universe!


There are those who proclaim that it's their second life 

They tell about the incidents from their old life

Some even find their old families!


Is there hell and heaven?

 It sounds like two magical worlds

Do we get to live another long life there?  


What is the purpose of this life, if it is meant only to be short?

Has God lined up other tasks for us after the death?

Why does he leave our dreams unfinished?


I wonder if I will get another life

As a microbe, plant, animal, human or even an alien!

It is a mystery similar to how this world popped up from nowhere!


This is based on remnants from a discussion I had with my ex-girlfriend about death, afterlife, soul etc during a holy month. Image is taken from Unsplash. Thanks :)  My Final Day On Earth is the previous poem and  Another Life? is the next poem in this series. 

9 Apr 2022

My Final Day On Earth

 



One final day on this earth is special 

I'll visit a church or temple to pray 

Maybe a bribe to get a ticket to heaven


It's a relief for my broken and lonely heart 

No more battles to fight to survive another day 

No more worries to live through the pain 


I'll try to see the sunrise that I rarely see

I'll tell the sun to be gentle on me that day

I'll walk through the park for one last walk


I'll let the shower be my last rainfall 

And the crushed ice be my last snow 

I'll throw stones in a nearby stream 


I'll write poems from my sweet memories

I'll write an obituary for myself and send 

It to a digital newspaper for publishing 


I don't have many people to meet or call

I'll rather leave short goodbye messages 

With the hope of meeting again somewhere 


I'll hail a taxi and travel around for a while

To see the places I love, near where I live 

To bid adieu to the long walks I used to have


I'll spend some time in my vegetable garden

I'll water my plants and treat them with manure

I'll request someone to look after my garden 


I'll throw away the medicines that control me

And try to sleep on my own for seeing dreams

I'll try to wake up to the nightmares of my past


If there is a beach nearby, I will go there 

Walk on the sands and play with the waves

I hope I would last until the glorious sunset


If not, I will go to a hill for a final trek 

To breathe the misty air from the trees 

And embrace the clouds on the grass


I would cook myself a spicy last dinner 

With a dessert, I loved from my childhood

And one last toast to myself with a wine 


I hope I will see my loved ones waiting for me

Like my grandfather saw his, in the death bed 

I'll go with them without any regrets and sorrow


This poem is based on #journalingprompt 'What would you do if you knew you had one day left to live?' The next poems in this series are What After Death? and  Another Life? .