20 Dec 2009

A New Start

I can’t see the road
Fog has taken over
Show me another way
I want to be in hill again

Give me a hand
I am falling down
Stop me from this fall
I want to rise again

Give me a book
I need some advice
Save me from this rot
I want to be wise again

Give me a boat
I need  it to sail
Sieze  me  a new shore
I want to live again

Give me a pen
I need it to write
Send me a new theme
I want to inspire again

Give me a hammer
I need it to thrash
Sell me all the trash
I want to demolish again

Give me a drum
I need it to beat
Sing me a new song
I want to find rhythm again

Give me  a football
I need it to kick
Swing me a stunning cross
I want to score a goal again

Give me a soul
I am dying down
Support me with fresh air
I want to breath once again

I can’t see any luck
Hatred has taken over
Serve me a final chance
I want to love again

Luck








When luck plays the game of teasing
A rise smile is all that I can afford to show
Amused at the fact that a chance is going down
Right in front of my eyes
Like for a striker shooting the ball wide
When the open goal post is waiting lucratively
The dearest wish seemed like coming near
In a moment of absolute surprise
I know that I have to wait a little more
As I anticipate the clearance of hurdles
That pulls me back forcefully
Whenever I find myself in a position
 Favorable to drive me towards new pastures
Every morning, I wake up with enthusiasm
Rather than annoyance, unlike in bygone days
I am dreaming more and more
About an imminent thrilling journey
As I have moved away from nightmares
That kept me awake many a night
Afflicting fear that stumbled my every move
Now, all I see is a lush green field
So familiar and so luring
Encouraging me to take a plunge
Into the ocean of hope to challenge the luck
 By battling hard with a sturdy heart

It is a debatable whether luck exists or not.But for us,luck is something mysterious to lay upon when things go wrong or get right by a whisker.A magical word to blame or get relief.

18 Dec 2009

Questions to god

Sometimes I ask god
Why you are so cruel to those who are good at heart?
Why do you make them suffer?

Without even seeing the golden days
Many of those have to leave this earth
With hearts bearing unfulfilled desires

Their prayers for getting some more time to live
To see the dependents towards shore of safety
Why do you close eyes on those pleas?

When someone decease abruptly
Many a time horror surrounds their loved ones
With no means to go forward
Insecurity calling the shots
With responsibilities to take over the reins
Falling on helpless successors
To manage the debts and legacy
Some never recovers from the disastrous fall
And for rest of the lives, they fight for survival
With only nightmares of good old past in company
Sighs of, what if’s gives some consolation
Lucky ones make it to the nest of relief

When you can let off all the evil forces
Who ravish their brand of mischiefs?
Hurting others deliberately
Snatching their possessions for paltry greed
Making mockery of others sufferings
With disgraceful laughter
Torturing others with power of riches
Killing innocents for silly achievements
Leaving countless relatives in tears
With no power to retaliate

How you can justify the gross injustice,
 towards the deprived ones?
Why do sinners get immunity from sufferings?
Why do you get their every wish fulfilled?
When helpless souls struggle to exist
Begging you for divine intervention
And waits with endless hope for your miracles


Life After Death

It still remains a mystery,
what i saw in my dream
someone put me on a highway
I saw heaven on one side
I saw hell on other side
I kept guessing
where am I heading for?
The path looked so long
and there was no entrance
on either side to get in
But i saw,a few walking
in front of me
And i saw a few following me
in search of their destiny


 Is this life after death?
Is heaven a home to live?
Is hell a destitution center?
I saw the angels flying
in the heaven
Spreading love and peace
to all the happy faces
I saw my loved ones
waving me to get in
I saw the devils screaming
in the dens of hell
spreading terror and pain
to all those tear filled eyes
I saw my loved ones
asking for help to escape
don't know where i should go


How can i forget the love
all those gave,when they were alive !
But, do i have a choice for myself ?

12 Dec 2009

Agony





There were times, when I had my chances
Every road looked leading towards success


But lazy mind, never really took them fully
Now regretting, all those given up chances


I feel I am being tied up, with no ways to escape
I am forced to see my dreams being guttered
With my remorseful eyes, I saw vanishing light
From the strongest faith I had in myself, myself
  
I saw all others racing past me in a hurry
While I am still snailing with a handicap
That shows, how badly I fared in this game
Now it hurts so much, too painful to bear


I wished to do, a lot of things,
I want to do, a lot of things
But now, it’s out of my hands,
 I could barely do anything


Don’t know, whether to cry or to scream
Or Thrash things to pieces or to go silent
This is getting me into a state of revenge
I feel, I have been left with lot to prove


A sense of helplessness
 Ignited unrelenting fury
 It’s burning inside my heart
Agony, I am in agony
Agony of a lifetime 




11 Dec 2009

Words

Words

Words calms
Words claims
Words inspire
Words despair
Words forgive
Words mislead
Words tell lies
Words tell truth
Words tell stories
Words tell sorries


Words make life
Words cause love
Words cause splits
Words break heart

Words give orders
Words give advice
Words give warning
Words give knowledge


Words are tonic
Words are blunt
Words are sharper
Words are weapons
Words are meaningful
Words are meaningless

Words live in air
Words live in heart
Words live in books
Words live in memories

Words spread love
Words spread terror
Words spread peace
Words spread hatred
Words spread rumors

Words stopped wars
Words wrote history
Words twisted history
Words instigated wars

Words make one cry
Words make one laugh
Words make one angry
Words make one strong
Words make one jealous
Words make one weaker

Words drive one crazy
Words drive one serious
Words drive one forward
Words drive one backward

We say some words
We wish some words
We listen some words
We expect some words
Words express thoughts
Words destruct harmony
Words construct confusion

Some words are abuse
Some words are untold
Some words are dubious
Some words are exquisite
Some words are precious
It is like the shining moon
Visible on a cloudy rainy day
For that we wait for a lifetime

Life without words is impossible
As even silence, spell meaningful words

10 Dec 2009

Today

Today
It’s our day

Tomorrow
We never know

So, let’s celebrate today to the fullest

Yesterday
We were in tears
Sad at the losses

The day before
We were smiling with grace
Happy about good times

Further a day back
We were laughing with joy
Reveling in success

Further a day back
We were thrashing out the anger
Frustrated about lack of breakthroughs

But today
We are thinking about those days
With nostalgia and regrets

Life is so uncertain
There is no guarantee for anything

So, let’s enjoy every moment
That we live in this world
What if, we don’t get another day
To see all these beautiful things

We always say with sigh
Past was so beautiful
There is something missing in today

Don’t forget
The moments that we live in now
These are the ones
That’s going to be the past
Why should we forget to live and
then mourn about a glorious past?
So, let’s live today as if it’s everything