31 Aug 2023

Gloomy Day

 



There is a slowness to the day 

Murky clouds have taken over the sky

Rain drizzled a bit like a teaser 

Two woodpeckers climbed a papaya tree

Sounded back to me in their voice 

When I made a squeaky bird noise 

They left emptyhanded as papaya was unripe

My wait for the new project was extended 

Frustrating the peace of mind 

I would rather be working than sitting idle 



Images from Pixabay

25 Jan 2023

Goodbye To Wales (Cymru)


 

As the countdown for a dreaded, return looms

It seems like time is flying away like a storm

Swirling towards the gigantic ocean of reality

Draining out the sand beneath the feet

Slowly drowning me in its ever-growing depth

The more I look for an anchor of hope to hold on

The land of fathers looks sure to abandon me

Back to the world I belong to, for an unforeseeable time

I will miss the hills and valleys filled with green carpets

Of grasslands, separated by hedges all along

The array of sheep and lambs munching on virgin grass

The tidal river Usk and its uncertain flow directions

The drizzles that accompanied by heavy winds

The freezing temperatures and the naked trees in winter

The picturesque landscapes I saw on my journeys to work

The seamless motorways made distances look like nothing

The endless daylight of summer and eternal darkness of winter

The hams, kebabs, chips and fish, countless experiments with food  

The dragons, castles, forts and all those heritage that remains


 

 

 I wrote this poem when I left Newport for Birmingham in 2012. 

Images Courtesy: Adobe Stock Images and Nation.Cymru

24 Jan 2023

Meeting

We will meet one day 
I wish it to be at a beach 
To see the sunset together 
And get the inkling for 
Seeing sunrises together 
While we play with the waves 
Make sand castles of dreams 
Walk with hands together 
Talking all the silent thoughts 
Feeling the affection in breeze 
Building a bond that could last
A lifetime 
Images Courtesy: Nathan Dumlao and Tom Parsons 
Forgot the prompt 😐

23 Jan 2023

You Stir My Soul

You stir my soul 
With your presence 
With your smile 
You stir my heart 
It flashes in my eyes 
Like a movie of you 
You stir my mind few
Like a melody tune 
That keeps buzzing 
Wherever I go 
You stir my life 
Gave a reason 
To live to be with you 
You're my love 

Based on word prompt #TemptingOurFate

22 Jan 2023

Destiny

Destiny 
A comforting word 
To hide the pain 
Of the dreams 
Snatched from 
My palms 
I stood
Helplessly 
But it gave wings 
To my heart 
To dream again 
It drives my mind 
Like a machine 
I've left behind my past 
As it held me back 
I'm chasing a new dream 
To build a new life 

23 Jun 2022

Pressures And Deadlines

This is an old handwritten poem salvaged by my mother today. I am hoping to find countless old poems written on paper. 

21 Jun 2022

My Sassy Girl


I am healed 
After years of misery
Gifted by those girls 
Who left me for new pastures
They had their fair reasons 
They believed that I will be alright
But I ended up with depression 
Now I am alone 
I need a sassy girl 
Different from those who left me 
Someone who could bring new 
Experiences of my dull life 
Someone, with whom I could explore 
The places I have never visited before 
Someone, with whom I could write 
Poetries of love and romance 
Someone, who will be a companion 
For the rest of my life 

After listening to the song 'I Believe' from my favourite Korean movie 'My Sassy Girl, I wished to write a poem. The image is taken from SoundCloud.

20 Jun 2022

Mysterious Well



 An abandoned well 

Inside a forest 

Attached to an old temple 

There was no water for centuries

As it was filled with earth over the time 

Astrologers predicted that there is a hidden treasure 

Beneath the layers of the earth in the well 

Some treasure hunters left behind the tools 

Besides the heaps of earth, they removed 

From the well, might be in dismay 

The natives were amused to see water 

During their lifetime in this well 

Native temple devotees see no reason 

To dig the well again  for water 

It might have taken so many days 

To remove that much earth from the well 

Police are now looking for the culprits 

It seems that the treasure hunters failed 

In finding the treasure in the well 

The well is attracting curious visitors now 


This poem is based on a piece of news I saw. The image is taken from mathrubhumi

19 Jun 2022

My Percussion Dreams



 I focus on the layers of drum beats 

When I listen to the songs 

I started my tryst with percussion 

By making beats on a wooden bench

As a kid, emulating tabla in mind 

Given my interest, my father let me learn tabla

I loved those fast notes and tried to grasp

But I was bad at byhearting the notes 

So my learning was slow 

I was so insecure about my tabla skills

That I skipped meeting the legendary singer Yesudas

When he came to meet the music students

It remains a regret that I didn't play for him

When the high school became more important

I had to take a break from the lessons 

I did perform before audiences 

With contrasting  fortunes

I used to jam along with some nice beaty songs 

Then I fell in love with drums 

Bought drum sticks and joined a class

After learning the basics for a few months I quit 

I have two pairs of drum sticks waiting for me to play

Maybe I will learn drums again

And fix the tabla to play it again 

As beats in songs still slip my heart to beat the desk

And I dream to play beats in front of an audience again



Most people follow their musical aspirations. I have left my percussion learning midway. The beats of songs still lure me to try beating the desk. I want to make up for an embarrassing tabla performance in front of a packed audience someday. The images are taken by Carlos Castilla and By Heaven


17 Jun 2022

Internet Explorer

 


Goodbye to Internet Explorer

I still remember the first time I went 

To an internet cafe with a friend 

To create an email id 

The slow buffering browser became

A part of my life 

As it was installed as the primary browser

In most the places

You had the monopoly as you came with MS Windows

When I had a monthly internet browsing card

I used to sift through countless web pages 

Checking for sports and other news 

While chatting on some messenger 

I remember browsing at home through 

Dial-up internet at home 

You buffered eternally slow 

While I searched for engineering topics

For my presentation  at college 

Then I moved on to other internet browsers 

With the availability of broadband internet 

But still browsed with you for nostalgia at times

Your monopoly ended when Opera, Mozilla, and Chrome 

Made inroads into the browsers' landscape 

Now that you're gone

I must say, you were very underappreciated

For the job you did during the internet revolution


Though internet explorer was hated by the people due to its slowness and bad features, it played a huge role in the internet revolution. Its monopoly was down to the fact that it came with the Microsoft operating systems and most of the computers had Microsoft OS. People craved better browsers with better features. Microsoft was eternally slow to update IE and others made better browsers and IE ended up in the bin. Microsoft opted to create Bing and IE was bound for ignominy.  



16 Jun 2022

Air Quality



The weather app informs me 

That the air quality is good 

It made me wonder

When did the air become toxic here?

With a canopy of coconut trees around

With plenty of creepers and plants on the ground 

Wind lashing out from the ocean frequently 

Endless rains for weeks every year 

The air was always relatively safe 

But with the growth in the number of vehicles

Maybe, there is some change in air quality 

But I hope that the ocean and rain will keep

The air refreshed 

At least in this small city 

 I have seen the accumulation of black soil 

On the floors in some other cities 

I have felt the breathing of black soot and soil 

Where construction materials create dust 

As the cities grow vertically with high-rise buildings 

Also the millions of vehicles spitting greenhouse gases 

They are still safer than some megacities 

That requires air filters at home 

Electric vehicles alone won't improve air quality 

The industries need to reduce pollution drastically 

Else we will end up living in toxic gas chambers 

Susceptible to lung diseases and other illnesses 



This poem is inspired by the air-quality information I started receiving from an app on my laptop. I was surprised to receive the air quality information. As the air here is relatively cleaner compared to bigger cities. The images are taken by cleanairpartners and breathepa

13 Jun 2022

Runaway Wedding

 


I romanticized the runaway wedding 

Breaking away from the societal conventions 

I didn't want an arranged marriage 

And life with a total stranger 

With a decision on a partner taken 

With mere minutes of meeting and conversation

Nor I want to be bought by dowry 

But the girl I loved, chose to run away from me 

And not risk being ostracised by the family 

By marrying me, after six years of friendship 

I still see families avoiding their beloved kids

For marrying someone they loved 

Not talking, not meeting, and not giving properties 

Some families relent after seeing the smiles of 

Their grandkids, they welcome back their kids 

With the runaway weddings involving

Different caste, class, and religion

Many get killed for the honour of the family

More than love for their kids

They take pride in their societal status 

People might cite the failure of many love marriages 

But, I have seen arranged marriages that are hell

People remain stuck in abusive and unloved relation 

For the sake of kids or for the sake of family pride    

I wonder when will the society of my country 

Rise above the societal norms and accept love marriages 


I have come across couples who ran away and got married and led nice life. But my society and relatives are still not very evolved to accept love marriages. The ostracisation of the girl or guy for marrying someone out of caste, class or religion is still a reality. The honor killing of young guys and girls is also prevalent in my country. The image was snapped by Lorna

10 Jun 2022

Bridge of Words


 

A

 bridge 

of words 

Built between hearts 

Living continents apart 

A friendship of the digital age 

There is no voice or visual treats 

Like a good old pen-friendship 

Without the paper and pen 

The inboxes of social media 

With meaningful emojis' 

Conveying the emotions 

Without words at times 

Reading the creativity 

With a like or comment 

Without sharing the stories of life 

Without opening the hurts of past 

Yet good conversations evolve 

Over the beliefs and thoughts 

Poems and real-world issues 

Fifteen years of online friendships

Have evolved my mind into detachment 

And enjoy the moments with words 

Without expectations that plagued 

The growth of long-term friendships 

 

I feel that I have evolved in terms of online friendships from 2007. From Orkut, Facebook, Twitter, and many other social media platforms, I found different friends over the years. I am still in touch with some friends from Orkut. Others just faded away with time. Then I came across liberals on Facebook. I am coming across nice writers and poets on Twitter and Instagram.  The image is taken from gapatton

9 Jun 2022

A Reflection

 


Alongside a birthday greeting 

Someone left me some questions to reflect 

Reduction in dosage of depression medicines 

Stood out as the best thing that happened in a year 

I learned a part of the work that I struggled with for years  

I wish to be less dependent on medicines and join an office 

I hope to handle the market research reports on my own 

I do not have lofty ambitions to achieve in a year 

My depression dictates the success of my efforts

Writing poems again gives me a glimmer of hope

To follow my dreams with strength 


This poem is based on some questions given by a friend to reflect on the occasion of my birthday. It did make me realize that I have come a long way in the last year. My aims for the next year are simple. But it will depend on how I am able to tame my depression. The images are snapped by Kevin Noble and   Nikhita Singhal

8 Jun 2022

Murky Ending


You were pith and beautiful 

I was not a beast or a killer

You turned me into a villain 

In front of your loved ones 


I wish I had a lot of sugar to 

Coat my words to appease 

The fragile ego of your mind 

You insidiously sailed away 


Without delving Into the issues

You crafted and didn't address 

That halted all the wings of our 

Openness and mutual emotions 


You were in a hurry to close the 

The door of reconciliation forever 

To find pastures anew so early 

Leaving muddy tragedies for me


 These  prompts #2WordPrompt #Crowstales #Moonmystic #Bravewrite #FlexVSS #WIPwordsearch #Converstory #TrickyTues #BookishTues #vsspoem #vssdaily #vssmagic and #vssink on Twitter helped me in sculpting this poem. The picture is snapped by Brooke Cagle.

7 Jun 2022

FIFA Gaming



 As a college student 

I found myself on football ground often

Playing the game with my college mates

When I got my first Computer 

My craze for gaming started with FIFA

Playing with my favourite team Manchester United 

My friends used to come over for multiplayer games

That was competitive and fun during the evenings 

Then I got fascinated about starting from the lower league

Building the club through the leagues to the top league

Then playing the continental club competitions 

It was thrilling to play with unknown players

And make them worthy over the time

Then the art of buying and selling players 

To ultimately build a team full of stars 

Simulating some games along the way 

And playing the glamour games with excitement 

My keyboard keys were worn-out with excessive use

I have lived in ecstasy playing FIFA many a night

Without any girl in my life and the troubles

I had an addiction to playing FIFA for years

Now it has been a decade since I've played it!



This poem is purely based on my nostalgia for playing EA Sports FIFA games. Since I came out of my addiction, I don't feel like playing again. Images are taken from Google. 

6 Jun 2022

Earthship




A self-sustainable home  

Amidst the arid and desert areas

Walls are erected 

By ramming soil on old tyres 

Filling old glass bottles and cans 

Binding it with  soil, mud, and other binders

A long sloped roof to the back 

Wooden support and structure 

A linear building from the front 

With huge glass panes to 

Welcome all the sunshine 

The backyard is filled with soil to make slopes

It and the wall act as thermal storage 

Releases heat on cooler nights 

The Greenhouse in the building 

Grows vegetables and fruits 

It helps in bringing fresh oxygen 

The rainwater from the roofs fills 

The water storage tanks to meet the water needs

Grey water from kitchen, bathroom, and sinks

Goes through natural filtration beneath 

The bed of plants and provide water to them 

Then it is recirculated to flush the toilet 

Even the septic tank sludge is used for

Making manure for the plants and trees outside 

The solar panels and wind turbines make

Off-grid life as a reality in a society

Away from the hustles of cities 

The piping systems from the rooms to the 

Lower slope areas help in the recirculation of fresh air

With temperatures varying with the climate 

 A sustainable house that could reduce carbon emissions

With the usage of wasted materials and renewable energy

It is now sustainable in tropics and rainy areas too

With the use of different materials to cope with local climate 


This poem is based on countless documentaries and videos about earth ships I saw over the years. It is remarkable that wasted materials like old tyres, glass bottles, and beer or soft drinks cans among others can make a sustainable home. Earthships, with advanced designs, provide comfortable living with off-grid energy and sustainable water usage. This is ideal for those who wish to live amidst nature and lead a sustainable lifestyle. The images were taken by Earthship Biotecture Australia and Claire Carrion

5 Jun 2022

Love And Reality


 

I am no younger

I am closer to my forties 

The ladies of my age are married  

I do miss a good company of a lady

I wonder if I will fall in love ever again

The heartbreaks that shaped my present 

The loss of opportunities due to depression 

I wonder If I could trust another woman 

To bring hope and seal my healed heart 

Maybe, I am averse to taking a risk

Without sorting out my finances 

To not to be in a situation again 

Where I cannot afford the lady

Nor win over her family 

I wonder why I come across 

Nice ladies from far away places

I write poems about my crushes 

My heart is hardened to stop there 

I would leave my native someday 

Like I attempted five times in the last decade 

I don't wish to raise a kid given my mental health

I don't know If I will come across a woman 

Who will make me wish to build a home! 



The poem is inspired by the prompt  #Satsplat .  The image was taken by Travis Grossen

4 Jun 2022

Waking Up To The Sound Of Rain



 Waking up to the sound of rain 

On a rare dawn 

Brought disappointment of 

Missing out on the sunrise 

Which I crave to see a lot 

The breeze brought 

The fragrance of guava flowers

The teak leaves on neighbour's plot 

Flaunted happily with the breeze 

This is not monsoon yet 

Pre-monsoon showers 

Teasing about endless rains 

That could lash in the coming weeks

And the heavy winds from the sea 

I am lost in the thought of waterproofing 

As long summer showers have dampened 

Some of the walls in my home 

The sound of a small bird intrigued me 

It is trying to engage with its partner 

Sitting in a faraway tree 

It seems rain evaporated into the thin air

As sunshine is making its way back to the greens



Rain woke me earlier than usual. The prompt #FromOneLine generated a poetic seed. I wrote the thoughts evoked by it in this poem. Images from JD Nightbot and Relaxing Sounds Of Nature

3 Jun 2022

3-D Printed Homes

As the demand for social housing 
Shoots up in many countries
The waiting list of council homes
Increasing with each year 
The number of homeless people in 
The streets increasing significantly 
Even in the developed countries 
There is a need for faster construction 
Of homes that need to withstand 
The climate change effects 
Large 3-D printing machines can 
Build a floor of houses within days 
All sorts of complex structures are 
Built with 3-D printing technology 
3-D printed homes made with concrete,
Hempcrete, and other materials show 
Good thermal and insulation properties Make homes cooler inside in hot areas 
Cost savings are possible with no plastering, With lesser manual work 
Multiple homes can be constructed faster 
It can solve social housing issues 
If governments adopt this technology 
It is ideal for constructing small houses 
3-D printed homes could be a cheaper solution for social housing demands. Hempcrete based 3-D printing can be sustainable solution for none availability of sand. Basic structures printing only need human supervision and providing the material. It eliminates labour costs significantly. Avoiding plastering can also provide cost savings.  ASME and The Guardian